ItsAllAboutIKIIN.

I swear, it's just you now

2011-06-23T03:27:00.004+08:00

I simply don't care what people say about you.

You are definitely the outer most different person I've met throughout my life.

Things may go haywire but that simply makes me love you even more.

All i ever wanted was an attention of 24/7 which i know it is impossible but hell yeah you gave it to me because i know that's what you want in me as well.

Likewise, you didn't even once pushed me away despite all those bad schedule and rough times.

Everything that you did, you put me first. How can it be possible when people say it's impossible? That's why you are different. Unlike those losers. From what you were and to what you are now, I've never once fail to received your whereabouts, whom you are with, what you are doing. Everything about you was me me and me. Like i said, how impossible it should be, you make it possible in a way or two. Damn girl, i miss you every second you are not around me even when you went to the toilet, i would want to talk to you side by side in different cubicle. You won't say shut up when i tell stories. You will wait until i finish my story telling even if I've told you a 100 times over and over again. You will wake up and drag yourself like a zombie and wait outside the toilet until i finish my urgent business in the middle of the night. You've pampered me like no one else have ever did. Now that's the reason why we are still going on strong and it's impossible and hard for me to say go although it does happens sometime, unintentionally.

When people are angry, they tend to say something stupid, i guess. Sorry.

Baby girlfriend, you are mine. I'm never letting you go. I shall give you my best in this relationship because you deserve it the most. Lots of love, your girlfriend.

Rusty

2011-06-23T02:57:00.003+08:00

Well hello.

It's been a while since I've blog. What can i say. I just too happy and not forgetting busy with my own stuff and all. I'm on bed while baby girlfriend is sleeping soundly right beside me as she's having school tomorrow. As for me, I'm on HOLIDAY. I do wish to go out with my babygirls but i can't exactly find when's the right time. But oh well, they are doing just fine. I hope.

I've pick up a new sport, floorball. Damn cool sport i shall say. Daddy gave me extra $$ to get my own stick. (: That doesn't mean I'm throwing away my all time hobby, soccer. The season is over for now. We didn't really achieved what we were capable of simply because my new head coach sucks. People might say it's not because of the coach and all but hey, cancelling of training last minute, giving reasons and not turning up on game day itself, avoid messages and opinion given. Tell me, is that a "coach" ? All he did was emphasizing his boys under 16 team which i don't see existed anywhere. Screw him for using my team equipment's, including jerseys for his nowhere to be seen under 16 boys. Please seniors, do something about it.

Next, I'm so excited to go tenting with some friends and of course my girlfriend. We are going to get a 4 men tent which i suppose it's enough for 2 people with fit bodies like us. -.-

I don't know when's the last time i skip a meal. I'm going for a diet as i can't see myself running like i used to in the field. And people calls me FAT now. I'm fit ok, maybe just a little sapau.

Lastly, I'm never forgotten by Lela Ramdani. Every single day, your face would never fail to appear in my vision. Whether it's a happy laughing face or an evil angry face or sad crying face or shy act cute face. With you around, nothing seems to be wrong. You totally deserve me at my best. I love you. See you in the morning. (:

Siti Norlela.

2010-12-21T12:41:00.002+08:00

Hello !

I'm at home right now. Waiting for the time to past so that i can get ready for work.

Baby is already at work and she would want me to come early to watch her.

I'm little lazy right now.

Lazing in bed.

Well, despite the fights that I've went through with girlfriend, i love her even more each day.

A day without her, is like a day without food.

HAHA !

I miss her real badly right now.

Because when i woke up, she's not around.

But it's alright. See you at work Gemok.

Have a Great Day ahead !

My love life.

2010-12-17T03:56:00.003+08:00

I've never been this happy throughout my love life.

You help me through those hardships.

My smile, was the biggest and greatest.

We fight, we cry, we sing, we dance, we laugh, we dig nose in public, we gossip, we sleep, we message one another side by side, we had nightmares on the same day, we shout together, we smack one another, we tickle each other, we flirt flirt with one another though it's coming to a year now, we smile smile, we tersengeh-sengeh, we make chocolate cake side by side in the toilet, we smoke, we drink, we take a lot of pictures, we have movie marathon, we play arcade,

we went cycling, we went to the gym, we lepak lepak with a lot of friends, your friends know me, my friends know you, we sleep inside bus until our head falls back and forth, we travel around Singapore, we hug one another if it's freezing at night, we skip school, we go club. What else? There is definitely a lot more. With you.

My smile, is the widest smile. Your love is truly like my mother's father's love. But of course, my mother father love can never be replace.

Siti Norlela Binte Ramdani, *flirt-ish face*,

I LOVE YOU. Thank you, baby girlfriend.

Entertaining a BOY, again.

2010-12-17T03:14:00.005+08:00

Alright. And the never ending ex-boyfriend story again.

This time round, he post this on Facebook. And has deleted previous post for I don't know what reason. Well, as you can see, who is the one who starts criticizing? Tell me, If this happens to you and all, won't you simply get mad? But I'm not mad. I feel so entertain by this BOY.

Every part of my life, he will appear.

Saying untrue stuff. Calling my girlfriend names.

God, he is so damn pathetic.

And asking me to stop taking photos in a flirt-ish kind of look.

OMG ! That's my monthsary date pictures. A great outing with my partner.

Why must i not be flirt-ish? When i'm with my partner?

Hello?! Where's his BRAIN? OMG ! HAHA.

And besides, he say I'm not at all cute.

If i don't have the looks, i would never have stayed as long as 4 years with you. You wouldn't want to be OVER-PROTECTIVE with me.

I don't mind if these words comes out from his mouth either.

Who is he to tell me how i should take pictures or whatsoever.

My smile, my flirt-ishness is all for my beloved GIRLFRIEND.

So, why bother in the first place?

Is it because you no longer get those attention from me ever again?

When you actually wanted me so badly, i just leave you crying like an asshole?

Too bad. You're just not worth my beautiful wonders of life.

My girlfriend say I'm CUTE and BEAUTIFUL.

And that's enough for me.

Seriously, whatever you say now, doesn't even make me itch.

You just make me hate you more than ever.

Continue doing it because your the biggest laugh in my life.

And the way you type, "(iT's juSt LikE ThIs...:) hehehehe bye)"

HORRIBLE sia.

And for the last time, Me & My Girlfriend hate PENIS.

She don't need it. She is simply a girl, like me.

Only with short hair. So, she's not a JANTAN.

And Jantan is specifically for Animals.

So yeah. Correct your tenses.

Aites, bye BOY.

THIS IS RUDE.

2010-12-16T14:26:00.007+08:00

Do you know what's rude? This is rude. Disturbing people's life. Talking about them on facebook when he, himself apologize majority times that he won't create any problem with us again. Me and partner, NEVER, intrude his life. Leaving unaccepted comments, here and there. I don't mind if you want to EMOSHIT on your own profile but at least putting stuff like, " ITS FOR THE BETTER", Why not you go and look after your own playboy life than looking after our superduper happy life?

Seriously, you are not coping with your life? You have yet to pay my 100 bucks and it's been a year already. Now, Shits is happening again? And besides, ILHAM, your calling my girlfriend RUDE? Which part of her stating a fact is rude? You tell me? You are definitely mature enough as i know you as a friend. Can't you read through the lines? Whats rude and what's not? You want to know what's rude? This is rude.

EH SHAHRUL, Kau boleh berambus tak daripade hidup aku? Kalau aku perlukan lelaki pon, aku tanak ngan kau lah. Kau kikis duit aku. Kau ludah aku, cakap depan kawan kau yang kau tanak aku balik. Buat pe pasrah pasrah? Dulu bile kau buat taik ngan aku, semua kawan kau suruh aku MOVE ON, sekarang aku dah move on, dah happy, kau nak kacau hidup aku. Eh 4 tahun ngan kau, hidup aku sensare. Tau tak? Kau tu, Paitau aku macam anjing, kawan punye pasal. Tipu aku macam aku ni bodoh sangat. Sekarang ape kau nak lagi? Aku memang tanak ngan lelaki lah. My life with SITI NORLELA is far more better than a life with you. You get it? Lesbian or not, kau kisah ape? If let's say my girlfriend is actually a pure guy, what will you have to say? You can't state on your profile saying lesbian and all right? Da lah sial. I'm over you. Stop going around telling people this and that. If they are simply stupid, they'll listen to one side of your FAKE story. Saying that i left you for a girl? HAHA. It's because of you yourself, that's why i left. But i stayed single. Trying to get to know the world. Trying to breathe like everyone. Did you even fcuking care when i was in that situation? NO ! You left me hanging. So i had to go. Find my own comfortable place to land on. Now i'm damn glad i laid on someone that CARES about me. Who Loves me. Who puts me first. Who doesn't lie to me. Who is FAITHFUL to me. Who NEVERS throw me away. Who NEVERS lay a hand or leg on me. I'M HAPPY, GLAD, LUCKY. Understood? Now, you want to chao? Make sure CHAO faraway. I don't like to see your fcuking player face in my whole life ANYMORE. JIJIK.

Ilham, this is rude. My partner, no sign of rudeness in that post. So yeah. Your friend, go advice him to move on. He just don't understand the meaning of it. Stop intruding my life. Be it, if i'm a lesbian or not. Thank you.

My nights.

2010-12-13T02:40:00.003+08:00

Every night, I'm in her arms.

Kept closely and tightly.

When there's thunderstorm at night, she'll be my shelter for those loud & scary noise.

She'll be the victim of my kicking/pulling hair/pushing in dreams.

She'll be awaken by my cries when I encountered nightmares.

She'll be dragging her butt off bed when i'm in need of toilet in the middle of the night.

She'll be forcing her eyes to open and cook for me when I'm

calling out for food.

She'll be anything, just to keep me safe and away from bedbugs.

Siti Norlela.

Shane&Carmen

2010-12-13T02:33:00.003+08:00

I just want to "feeling feeling" Shane&Carmen.

Oh, they're one hot couple.

Adored.

This is for you, Asshole.

2010-12-13T02:20:00.001+08:00

Especially people who have a mindset of destroying one's life.

Like you.

FLAWLESS.

2010-11-02T11:11:00.003+08:00

Wow, its been a while since i've last blog.

Well, some blind people caught my attention for some seconds.

I can't believe it caught my attention.

Saying my flawless girlfriend kaki kurap?

That was just temporary and its all over and done now.

Well, it was just unfortunate for her that she was bite by a bedbug.

Now, i know that bedbug exists.

Besides, it kills too.

Lucky my girlfriend skin is fabulous in dealing with mosquito bites and

bedbug bites. Fuhhhh ! FLAWLESS !

Sometimes, i myself is jealous of this girl.

Well.

It's my 10th monthsary.

Woohoo.

How far can we stiil go and stay strong as now?

Oh baby, I swear, you're the best.

Nothing is gonna stop me from loving you this much.

Now, i'm waiting for an invitation of lunch with you. *waiting.

HAHAHA.

I had a great day yesterday.

Although we didn't go out and had what was planned,

we had lots of laughter.

Talking and talking until we fell asleep.

Girl, you're amazing.

Alright, till then.

Love, ikin.

A laughing stalk?

2010-09-06T12:04:00.006+08:00

Someone message girlfriend's facebook.

"Shahrul Sarif September 3 at 4:35pm dude sorry wateva ive don,just wanna say selamat hari raye !im sorry eu guys! pls i want to be friends wit eu and ikin! pls friends olny,not moree than tat!pls lela understand me.....i just wanna be friends....i promise tak buat taik lage...FRIENDS IKIN AND LELA? "

So i was thinking real hard whether or not, i should believe this boy words after all the nonsense and unwanted scenes

he had create. Talking about, "UN-COCK".

Damn it. I don't have an "UN-COCK" human being in my life.

Like hello, i don't even have a boyfriend.

I said to lela, " Up to you.

His the one who had started issues with you.

With his childish behaviors towards you.

I just can't be bothered by this freako anymore.

All he do is lie. To me. "

Eventually, she replied.

Saying maybe it's not the time yet since shits just happen

recently. About an un-cock story.

Seriously, lela have got nothing to do with interfering with his life.

I left him long time ago for his sickening behavior.

As i was going through some things in facebook awhile ago,

I found out things that irritates me totally.

He started it again.

Talking about un-cock all over again.

Surprisingly, whoever who jollywell knows this story should definitely knows

who it's referring to.

Yet, they mention about it. Laughing about it.

It surprise me too much that i finally realized,

friends never exists in us.

I didn't fcuking criticize anything about you after what you've did in my previous life.

Now, my life is a laughing stalk to you?

Suit yourself of what you have always been.

To Shahrul :

Today i realized that somehow you have always been the pain in my life.

I totally regret loving someone irresponsible like you.

All the words you say to people were never true.

Sweetalking someone into a relationship, fcuk her and leave?

Blame me for hacking your bloody facebook when i don't even bother about your life.

Aren't you the happiest person getting all those spot lights when you always

occurs in my life.

People fall for your words when your actually cursing them behind.

God, you have not changed.

But yet, worst as ever.

" Your the first on my love lists? , Your the one i love most? , I never want to mention about leaving you? "

Wasn't all this the words you have used on me & now on someone else?

Enough of the first few things that i could clearly remember.

Sigh.

By looking at this, knowing how evil you are,

i'll put you out of my life.

I'll never turn back.

I'll forget all about you.

I'll never want to see you again.

Stop calling my house just to search for me.

Stop having contacts with my family members.

I'll make you as a stranger.

You and your shits may leave me&my glorious life.

Childish Boy.

Whats going on lately?

2010-09-02T14:11:00.002+08:00

Well, i miss blogging.

So i'm seating here. Waiting for Siti Norlela to get ready then i'll start to get ready.

We are heading to Bugis today.

Yesterday, i went to watch soccer at republic poly.

UWC versus RP.

Rp could just have a draw with UWC.

But ended up, they UWC won 2-0 because of penalties.

Now, i'm missing my girls and especially my girls lately.

Enna : Confirm getting fat.

Sara : Confirm getting taller.

Yanna : More babat's around those hips.

Sri : Confirm head exploding soon. ( I pity you girl, for the stuff your going through right now. Hang in there ok?)

Mira B : Confirm shrink. HAHA !

Mira Fzl : Shes getting slimmer. SEXY !

Biel : Confirm Taller

Neny : You promise me a break fast session.

Well, i miss you girls lately.

Meet up soon?

Call me?

Random message?

Misssssssssss aaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhh !

My birthday surprise, HILARIOUS BLAST.

I got a surprise birthday party at Henderson Wave.

Presents, chocolate cake.

BEST !

Thanks girlfriend for this idea.

It went totally well.

Keeping things away from me.

Those people who attend, a big thank you.

Ohmy, i love you guys.

I was like my first birthday surprise lah throughout my whole freaking life!

Just amazingly fascinated.

Uploaded a little bit.

Thanks people.

i swear.

2010-07-06T00:23:00.002+08:00

I swear, i miss you.

The old you who tuck me into bed.

Never leaves my sight.

I just miss the old you.

The one where i don't have to feel,

insecure.

I didn't realized that I've fallen so much in us.

I could never get it.

2010-07-06T00:13:00.002+08:00

All i ever wanted was just one simple thing.

This thing is just to sensitive for me to handle therefore, i don't

wish to be in this fire with you.

I've told you umpteen times but it will all come back

once again to stay.

I told you my dislikes and so.

Yes, you could do whatever you want.

Doesn't mean you have me, you can't do things you wish to do.

Eventually things got little complicated.

With just the slightest thing i do, you'll go Haywire.

When it comes to you,

i won't elaborate any longer.

Tears shed, heart-breaking moment.

I don't wish to undergo the same old thing after once told CLEARLY.

I just hope for things to get well after this whole

heart-breaking damage.

I'm just too speechless with you right now.

Poor baby.

2010-06-29T23:13:00.000+08:00

Hello people !

Today, i had an orientation at Ite College West.

It was the most boring orientation ever.

But indeed, my school was just HILARIOUS.

A lot of new classes and of course more choices of FOOD in the cafeteria.

There's student price and also, public price.

Haha !

Not forgetting SHOP & SAVE.

Well baby had a check-up at National University Hospital again but sadly,

i wasn't able to follow along.

Right after the orientation ends, i made my way to dover to meet

my hungry noisy monster who was whining for

FFFFFFFFFFFFFFOOOOOOOOOOOOOODDDDDDDDDDDDD.

Went off to Choa Chu Kang after cracking my brains of what to eat.

Lunch at Macdonald's.

Besides to me, it's been along time since i had

Mcspicy with extra cheese and ice tea.

FASCINATING.

I'm home sweet home at my girlfriend's crib and she sleeping after

taking a pill for her rashes.

And her rashes which i have no idea why she gets it whereas i don't,

is the worst thing that I've seen.

Poor thing her.

Crying so badly because she wants to scratch it so badly.

I'm telling you, it looks rather itchy.

Lucky me, sleeping on the same bed with her but didn't get those red

marks all over my leg.

Seeing her tears falling from her eyes, how much she wants

to scratch those itchy red marks so badly which i don't allow at all.

I couldn't bear seeing her this way.

So i tapped her to sleep.

And yes, she's finally asleep like one big baby.

Having her leftover tears.

- Your going through so much but don't worry,

I'm here for you.

Right foot.

Left leg.

Well, that's the pictures of her leg.

So poor thing.

Get well soon, love.

The smell of happiness.

2010-06-28T01:41:00.001+08:00

Well, baby's asleep.

She would be schooling tomorrow after a nice long two weeks MC.

I'm sure going to miss her when i wake up later on.

No morning madness smelly face.

My day was FABULOUS.

Thanks to baby's sister.

She brought us to a 3D movie trip.

Fuhh, i feel like as if i can touch those characters in the movie.

Munching long-time-no-eat Nachos with extra cheese.

Yesterday, i spent my night at Central with my soccer mates.

A little gathering after competitions.

In the late night, we went to the Jacuzzi for some relaxation.

I'm telling you, i superduper hate the SAUNA.

A Sauna is a place where it's full of steam and smoke.

It totally makes me hard to breathe.

I was almost dying in there.

While in the jacuzzi, looking into those precious eyes of hers.

Under the star and bright glaring moon,

it just felt like Heaven.

Hugging me in the cold night.

I was shivering like as if i'm in north-pole.

But after some time, the coldness went away.

Because we spent almost half an hour just sitting in the pool.

Then off to get some warm bath.

When i think back about yesterday, i did realise that i'm rather happy

leading this life than my previous life.

I'm glad i met this girl.

Really, she's no ordinary girl.

Just Special in a way.

Never had i felt this feeling after those depressions.

Likewise, i'm happy now. Really.

Alright. I'm missing my Girls now.

I owe Mira Fzl, movie dates and gossiping sessions.

And i so want a dinner with my Twinnny, Biel Tetek and Mira Gems.

And of course, Sleepovers at Yanna's Crib with Babygs.

I miss hanging out with Ksm.

My sister&TornHoneylove. When nak meet?

Tornnnnnnn, PLAN.

Jaggi, Wakyah, Mimi, Azah, Naddy, dont want meet me and eat at

Lau Pa Sat again ahh?

Naughty naughty you all.

Oh please, dont invite me to clubs for the time being.

I'm like anti-achohol for months already.

I'm saving my clean body for Fasting month. ;)

Besides, i'm still underage.

(My girlfriend would definitely be laughing with her mouth big, wide open

when she reads that.)

Alright, its sleeping time.

I'm so missing the old you.

In general, i'm missing you although your just by my side.

For instance,snoring right now.

"PEACE"

Bye.

I know i SUCK !

2010-06-19T22:55:00.000+08:00

Hello.

My Girlfriend is sitting beside me.

Trying hard to read what im typing.

Poor thing, her eyes got infected by some i dont know what.

She had straight holidays yahh.

But im happy.

I become nurse.

Nurse at home.

BEST !

Haha.

I love her.

Sometimes i would just wonder.

What would i do without her sticking around me.

Imagine who would say, "B, watch out your head"

If she doesnt say that i think my head would hit

objects all around me.

Not forgetting who would say, "B, sleep ok?I'm here"

When i'm having the worst nightmare in the middle of the night.

Or maybe, "Baby, huh? Who take me away from you? Who?"

when i tend to talk while sleeping. Nobody want to talk to me what.

Only she would tend to talk to me even when i'm asleep.

Well, i know something.

Shes the BEST thing that happen in my life.

And nothing, just nothing can change that. ;)

Alright, today i go gym.

But but, today i never take bus. or train.

I ride BICYCLE.

And of course my fat-ass girlfriend was my follower from behind.

She look like a fat girl being force to ride a bicycle.

Somehow, i pity the bicycle.

Lucky its strong enough to hold her weight.

Did alot workouts.

Kind of like worn-out right now.

But a great day indeed.

Thanks, love.

Anyone wanna tag along to the gym next time?

beep me up.

;)

Lastly, i miss my old-times track&field babes.

And babyGs.

Yanna, Enna, Mira, Sri !

Jom, gi gym.

Burn those babats away !

Just Lame.

2010-06-19T22:46:00.001+08:00

Its alright my dear people.

Just dont bother about this people.

Like seriously, im not affected but i'm just afraid people

out there who are gay would tend to get involve.

I want to keep this thing low as to not affect others.

Well, some people are just jealous about my life.

And there they go saying HOOLLYYYYYY stuff to me.

Errrrrrrrr, I guess he is a monk or IMAM masjid lahh.

Alah, people act good in anyways.

Dislike me?

Do i look like i even bother.

Ohh boy, i dont live to impress you.

Now, your talking out about me being Gay?

How about when i was straight?

There you are calling me Black and whatever sh*t.

So what's about me that your actually not happy about?

Hey, kau kental.

Serious.

Wait, am i affected?

Errrrrrrrr, NO-NO !

WP : I would keep banning you from my tagboard eventhough how many times

you tried going around using another gadget JUST to get to my precious Blog.

Hais, stalker-stalker.

LoveDrunk.

2010-06-08T14:31:00.000+08:00

Right from the start, i knew we would have chemistry.

I didnt notice how true you are.

I dont care about those bunch of low life boys out there.

Its hard to have a good guy in the world now.

This sin, i've taken in my own hands.

This sin, was the best thing that ever happen in my life.

All i ever wanted was, Happiness like this.

Most of my time were spend on one person.

I was never neglected for days, weeks.

I was always receiving responds when i call.

Never lies about going out anywhere.

Make me understand what has gone wrong.

The only one who can stand up with my bloody jokes.
Never fails to cool me down although its my fault. (*peace)

When i look at her, all i can think of is food.

My first wish from her was granted.

We went SWIMMING.

Which she had ditched for years in her life.

Ohmy, through all those breakdowns and laughter,

She was the best that i could ever ask for.

The girl i love,

Siti Norlela.

I'm glad i met you.

Im Dark, so what.

2010-06-03T19:29:00.000+08:00

What i know is girls are just better than boys.

And to whom it may concern.

Negro, Black Mama, Lesbian?

I dont care whatever you wish to say about me.

Guess your not happy with your life and have to disturb mine.

My life is just too much for you to accept huh?

I cant believe that your my number Stalker, always.

And its just so obvious its you.

Still not done with the past?

Coward.

I HATE IT !

2010-05-18T18:28:00.000+08:00

I HATE EVERYTHING ABOUT IT !

ENJOYING MUCH !

GREAT !

KNOW WHAT?

THIS TIME I'M THROUGH WITH THIS PAIN SHIT !

YOU CAN, I CAN TOO.

Angry Post.

2010-05-13T02:46:00.000+08:00

Im here.

Lying beside her.

Sometimes, being left alone is worst than anything.

Imagine talking to yourself, wondering yourself, looking at yourself.

There she is, SLEEPING soundly.

Gosh, im being put aside like a bloody idiot here.

Who likes being neglected right?

Who else am i suppose to talk to if its not her?

I did tried waking her up several times but it only takes a few seconds and

shes back to her land.

Im angry lahh.

This is not the first time?

Angry lahh !

Aiyoh.

Oklah, short bloody post.

Damn it siaa !

Cross Fingers.

2010-04-27T17:33:00.000+08:00

Alright, its been a long time since i even type this website.

Ohh well, i'm here at republic poly currently.

Doing my homework while watching girlfriend's school training.

and its like shes running the whole track right now.

Fooooo, impressive for a beginning. Haha.

Fatso running, babat's all vibrating.

KwangKwangKwang.

Well, im feeling dirty today.

Its my first day and its not a good thing.

Sumpah, stomach pain.

Head macam want to burst.

Ok wait, ikin please put it out of your mind. Thank you.

Woah, suddenly i daydream thinking about something.

Gosh, get it out of your mind ikin !

Ok, im talking to myself.

Right, girlfriend had made me put on weight.

I was 45KG.

And now, 46.9 KG.

Well, its good though.

But somehow i feel like that i'm getting heavy when running during

soccer tournament.

Must go gym for some running already.

Hmm, every morning when i wake up, i'll see her smelly face.

I love it.

Every night before i sleep, its her face also.

When i have bad dreams, i no longer need my mom.

I have my girlfriend to hide under.

Sadly, some bad dreams was all about her.

Shhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

Besides that, i'll get my late night supper if i suddenly feel like EATING.

In the middle of the night.

BEST !

Currently, i'm seeing my fatso girlfriend jogging.

Shes like half-dead.

Macam dragging her fats while running.

Hahahahahaha.

Ok, peace !

I guess, i should torture her sometimes.

Lets go JOGGING baby !

Alright, i need to do homework now.

Take care people.

Good day to you.

Happy 3rd monthsary, B.

2010-04-07T01:59:00.001+08:00

Well, here we are.

Happy 3rd monthsary, Baby.

As days goes by, i'm beginning to feel one particular feeling.

And this particular feeling is totally lingering in my mind.

It could even linger in my thoughts for the whole day.

Hey girl, i love you.

Its been a while since i had an angry emotion.

Besides that, grumpy, happy, excited, crazy, laughing day,

saddening day.

I dont wish to put a stop to it.

Im enjoying pretty much what i'm having.

I love the way im being treated,

(despite those "unlucky days")

Which relationship doesnt have downs(s) right?

Likewise, im really glad that somehow you appeared in my life.

You've shown me the way im suppose to be treated.

You've learn about my life.

You've learn how pampered i am.

Futhermore, your pampering me the way ive always been pampered.

Going through this "ikin's pampering" willingly.

Not to forget how much your being like me.

Your reactions being me, damn cute siaa.

I cant believe im that cute when yo actually do my reactions.

Haha. Not bad huh.

Ok, self-praising.

So,its been more than a week that im leaving under one roof with my girlfriend.

At her crib of course.

Im well fed.

But of course, i do go home and eat at times.

Miss my own home food, of course.

My parents, miss me. ALOT.

Other than this, i've yet to meet my girlfriends.

Everyone is busy.

BUT, BUT, BUT

we promise one another to make a date for gatherings. ;)

Well, im so waiting for that very date yeahhhh !

ATTENTION !

I need a part-time job.

Anyone can recommend me?

Oh please.

Im sick and tired of loooking at people bringing

Forever21 plastic bags all around.

-Jealousing.

If you got a good job to recommend me, please do so.

Alright? Thanks. (=

I'mmost interested in RETAILING.

Alright, im watching step up two while fat girlfriend is sleepy,

snoring beside me.

Hmmmmmm.

Getting use to her.

But still, i love you.

Despite your "true colours"

Buruk sungguh. Ohh well.

Nighs readers.

Girlfriend is 20 years old!

2010-03-29T01:17:00.001+08:00

Girlfriend, Happy Glorious 20th Birthday !

Wow, old yahh. But lucky you dont look your age. Haha.

((Dont KEMBANG))

Your the one i want and need in my daily life now.

I swear,we can work things out no matter how bad that day would be.

Im glad that you appear in my life.

Being the first girl whom i actually like,

it freaks me out somehow to be seeing myself attach to you.

And i can call myself LUCKY,i suppose.

You've treated me the way whereby no one had treated me before.

B, your the best.

I dont wish to let go this happiness that you've brought here,in my life.

Baby, i love you&you love me ok?

Sweet Dreams.

Im missing you although your just right beside me on your birthday night.

Before forgetting, i'll torture you tonight?

Haha. BEST !

PS/: I LOVE YOU.

She owns me.

2010-03-18T00:14:00.000+08:00

She turns my life around.

From being a stupid girl,holding on to a boy.

She allows me to feel love, care.

I hate my past.

I hate what i went through.

She sees me through.

I did ever whine to her on the phone when i break down because of a jerk.

Futhermore,she was there at my saddess moment.

Which i dont think so anyone would ever be there at that very moment.

I feel glad having her in my life.

Gosh baby.

I miss you like hell right now.

Stop assuming all those negative stuff and so.

I want you and only you now.

He can never win me back.

I would never let you go because of him. NEVER !

I have you & i love you.

You dont stand a chance.

2010-03-18T00:00:00.000+08:00

Like seriously.

Your an ass.

You trying hard to put words on me.

Saying,you'll wait for me and such.

Its all BULLSHIT.

Acting like you need me in your life.

I'll no longer fall for your shits.

What makes you think that i'll throw my happiness

and take you back and hurt myself again?

And for goodness sake,you telling this girl 'i love you'

then suddenly calls me up and say 'you love me and will wait for me' again.

Stop it siaa.

All the more i'll say is your a loser.

Acting like a MAN.

Omg !

And its bloody shameful to be going around saying your a man but in real fact

your unmature when your 18th years old.

Trying to pull me & my friends apart just because we're no longer together.

And telling them not to bring me along for birthday parties.

Gosh boy,Your Nuts.

Stupid asshole.

Get the fact that i already have a girlfriend.

I love her. And stop putting words or maybe spouting out nonsense.

Futhermore,i'll not leave my happiness just to turn back to you.

Dream on !

I would rather be GAY for the rest of my life if it comes to you.

Gosh,your a JERK.

And im ashame of my bloody 4 years relationship with you.

It was really a waste.

And i hate you now.

So, leave !

JERK.

Girlfriend.

2010-03-06T23:56:00.000+08:00

Baby,stop assuming alright?

Keep all those stuff & thoughts out of your mind.

We'll go through this together ok.

I have you. And its enough.

Your my daily, my everyday.

Every emotions that im going through that day,i'll see you right there by my side.

Trust me? Have faith in us?

Its just a minor thing.

A Random thing that came into my mind.

You know im here for you.

Futhermore,you know i love you.

I swear,the thoughts you have would never happen.

Never even come to life.

For serious,its just you & me now.

Hopes.

2010-03-06T14:08:00.000+08:00

Its been days since i've slept on my bed.

I know its shouldnt be this way but maybe my ego-ness is conquering me.

Spending my nights at girlfriend's crib since monday night.

Thanks baby for being here&there for me throughout

these disaster days.

Every morning i wake up and see your face,

brightens my day.

"Good morning, Girlfriend."

And i guess, staying with you would make me fat.

You stuff me food almost every time YOU feel hungry.

Not to forget i've been spending my afternoons, SLEEPING.

Being PRINCESS these days,was just splendid.

To Muhammad Shahrul,

Happy 18th Birthday !

May all your wishes come true.

I hope your enjoying your birthday.

Dahh legal sehh ni abg.

*cheers*

Two Month Anniversary.

2010-03-01T13:51:00.000+08:00

Goodness sake. I look FAT.
Cuddling and comforting me in her arms that very night.

Alright.
Whats shes given me was alot of comfort.
And i was never lonely anymore.
Despite working,she'll make time for me.
I chose to go through this with her.
Im happy like seriously.
Im smilling always this days.
And i would tend to smile randomly at times.
Thinking what we've been through is just Hilarious.
When we talk about how we met and some History of LELA&IKIN,
we could just laugh together of about it.
Maybe,its just the beginning but im willing to accept
every challenge coming up.
We do go through arguments,sadness but majority was laughter/HAPPINESS.
I could even miss her when shes right there in my arms.
Gosh,for the first time.
Im really melting for this girl.
And i guess,i'll only melt when it comes to her.

Ohh please,dont get me wrong.
I I melt when it comes to my girlfriend.
To whom it may consent.
Please dont try seducing me with your smile bacuase theres totally no effect.
I dont even understand why i cant melt with any other Girls.
I could only envy them.
Not drool looking at them.
Ohh well.

Baby,thanks for the happiness you've brought into my life.
Like always, you are the best.
Girlfriend, your the reason for my smile today.

Lil Dissapointed.

2010-03-01T13:38:00.000+08:00

Babe,you should have ask.
The truth is in me.
We shall talk when we meet up alright.
Then you'll know whats going on without jumping into conclusion.
Your trust is what i need.
You've made me strong to stand on my own.
You've seen me through those hurting years.
I love you as my own sister.
We"ll meet in one of this weekdays alright?
Your missed btw.
Infact,i miss BabyGs.
Was lil dissapointed at that point of time.
Take care B.

I miss my Trackbabes.
Please ohh please,we go gym ok?
Besides,im the fittest one in you girl.
PS/: Biel, Amirah, Neny Hariany, Madina.
IKIN IS THE FITTEST !
:)
Text soon.

Photo of the DAY !

2010-02-20T00:33:00.001+08:00

Cute ass Girlfriend.

I can't stand it looking at this picture.

Gosh,feel like slapping,slapping,stepping,stepping your face.

Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

Getting chubbier each day.

Go late night supper with me again&always ok?

At Maconald's.

Ohh gosh,your just too adorable in my eyes.

I'll eat you up if i can.

Comfirm full for 3 days oii !

Ok,*peace*

And please,be HUMBLE.

Always saying,"i kow i cute right?"

HUMBLE.........................

Alright.

Goodnight girlfriend.

I miss you Fatso baby.

Photos of the day.

2010-02-20T00:05:00.000+08:00

Had Barbecue pit with baby's Republic Poly Friends.
Enjoyment.
Hahaha.
Throughout the night,im in baby's warm arms.
Cold night indeed.
Around 4-5plus whereby i find it hard to get a nap,
we went to seat at the rocks to watch the stars and hear the currents of the sea splashes by.
Peacefulness.
Sitting with my priority person somehow in the breeze at night is just FASCINATING.
Romantic oii !
Well,im sleepy now.
Update next time.
Photos of the day.

Random.

2010-02-17T22:37:00.000+08:00

Thanks Yuyun.

2010-02-17T20:31:00.000+08:00

WP: dont be a freaking a*shole will you?

Like one attention seeker that forever needs my attention.

Not enough love huh?

Spouting nonsense all over.

No other interesting people to entertain huh?

Dont think i dont know who the fcuk are you?

Its freaking obvious your trying to test my patience.

Fcuking GUY !

Oh ya,you've seen me with my girlfriend around just recently?

Dont keep track of my life ok?

So KPO.

And,Im gay.

GAY ROCKS !

Thanks yuyun for being there for me when i needed someone to chat with in the afternoon.

I know somehow,it wasnt a good thing to talk about.

Eventually,i feel better now.
Maybe things are currently bad for some reasons but im trying hard to put it aside by all means.

Settle-ing it one by one.

I had a great day today.

Soccer training wasnt that tiring.

And it was short.

BORING.....

Then went to eat Macdonald's with Zie,Nidah&met up with Irah.

Miss her muchh.

And i cant wait for blaze camp two.

Hahaha.

Girlfriend is at work currently.

And i guess shes's like busy right now.

But she never ditch me because i'll go haywire if she ditch me.

Haha.

Sayang kau fatso girlfriend.

And im like missing you badly.

Although you fetch and sent me off to training.

i miss you,i miss you,i miss you,i miss you.

To Nur Diyana Atiqah.

Stand strong,love.

All this while,you've taught me to stand on my own.

And i know you can.

Im always here for you.

Smile always sweetheart.

Your one gorgeous lady.

=)
I might be outdated.

But i do still care to read all my girlfriends blog.

Sigh.

I miss our gossip sessions.

Meet up soon ok?

I love you.

Girlfriend's crib.

2010-02-15T03:25:00.000+08:00

At baby's crib.

Three days.

Fatso girlfriend is right beside me now.

She hug me to sleep sehh last few nights.

But seriously,she'll wake up and lay over me.

And i'll go,"urghhhhhhhhh,fat and heavy siaaa.Wahlau"

Valentines day was supposing to be couple day out and such.

but i decided,we spent it with friends at grandlink,karaoke.

Had fun indeed.

When we reached home,it was about 5 plus.

Had macdonald's as breakfast and both of us sleep just in a blink of an eye.

Gosh,baby was being super adorable sia.

"Ms Sharifah Nuratuhasikin. Would you be my date tonight?"

When shes at work and im out.

"Baby,im missing you and i cant wait to see you at home later."

She beside me now,and im also missing her. Hows that?

Hahahahah.

I was out yesterday(Sunday,14thFeb2010) to Serene's house as she had invite all BA

players for a celebration of chinese new year.

Girlfriend couldnt come along as shes working

that day.

I know its like ditching me for work on valentines day but

really,i dont mind at all.

Futhermore,i had superb fun at Serene's house.

We gambled and i won only $14.

Hmmmm. Achievement for first timer.

Well,ate 4 pizza today.

Other than this,get hang bao sehhhh.

Girlfriend was like saying,ask serene for my hang bao as well.

Gosssssssssssshhhh,thick face.

Hahahah.

Joking.

*peace*

Alright.

Sleeping time now.

Baby's already asleep now.

So,its my turn to sleep.

JAGGI BIEBER,my childhood friend,did a greattttttt

job in singing the song,

"Baby" by Justin Bieber.

Goodnight peeps. And,i miss girlfriends.

Happy 9th !

2010-02-10T21:58:00.001+08:00

Happy 9th oii !

Missed oii !

Want your starbucks but always busy with work,work,WORK !

Hope your doing great in life.

I miss the craziness at yishun !

Shall meet up soon.

And i shall talk,talk,TALK !

Take care missed one.

Bored.

2010-02-10T19:19:00.000+08:00

Im bored,and bored,bored,and lsatly bored.
Girlfriend is at work.
Im at home rotting.
My bestfriend was suppose to meet me but up till now,
i cant even get through him once.
Hmmm. Throw away your phone ok ezad?
Since bestfriend ditch me today,i've got nowhere to go
and i'll just sit at home.
Which was impossible but its happening.

Well,yesterday when i was on my way to fetch girlfriend,
it was a creepy night though.
I was walking by the road side and wanting to cross over to the other side
whereby i usually wait for baby.a van stop just right infront of me and i was like,woahhh !
Was i gonna get kidnapped or something.
Oh my gosh.
This macho and not handsome guy look at me and i was getting my feets ready to run.
He said :
Ae you alone?
I said :
Like duhh.
He said :
Where are you going?
Where do you lived?
I said :
Just opposite to the bustop.
Tampines.
He said :
Do you need me to send you there?I really dont mind.
But hey,dont be afraid of me.Im not here to disturb you.
I said :
Emm,no because i can walk myself and its like just opposite.
He said :
Really really,i dont mind.
And,your pretty.Walking alone in night.
I said :
You would be scared to death if i was a ghost.
No,thank you.
Im meeting my girlfriend just opposite.
He said :
You sure you dont want me to accompany you?
I mean no harm and im sincere.
I said :
Thanks but no thanks,i can walk myself.
For goodness sake,dont you understand my words?
I've go to go.
He said :
Wait,is there by any chance i can get to know you.
I said :
No,im meeting my girlfriend just opposite and im so not interested in you.
He said :
Alright,take care pretty.
I said :
Take care ugly.
Ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.

What the hell.
My gosh.
And when i told this to baby,she LAUGH.
-.-
And its so not funny.
What if he really did kidnapped me.
Scary oii.
Wahlau.

Drunk day.

2010-02-07T23:45:00.001+08:00

Today is my sleeping day.

So,i'll just talk about yesterday.

Well,i had under 18 soccer organise by Nets for nets organisation.

We won champion.

I adore my last score.

I chest the ball and shoot,BOOM,it gets into the net.

Baby came at 11plus and had to go off around 1215 as shes having test at 2pm.

It felt nice when my girlfriend see the way i score in my very first game.

Like as if im showing off to her like that.

Haha.

Next,my plan today was to head tiown with buddy,hazi,natasha and girlfriend as i force her to

take off for saturday as she'll be working the whole upcoming week.

Even on valentines day.

Oh well,i dont really mind though.

Besides,im sleeping over her house on those weekends.

We hang out a town with hazi,azu,keysha,lul while waiting for buddy.

But then,we proceeded to braddell instead as buddy had something on.

We drank together.

Absolute vodka was the drink of the day.

If im not wrong,i was drunk??

i guess so because when i woke up,i was in my girlfriend arms and everyone was sleeping.

Soundlessly.

Fuyoo.

We are like unadopted children lying in that small space shelter.

Ohh wait,baby bought us a pair of white slippers.

Thanks girlfriend. :)

Although i refuse at first.

Alright.

im off to bed now.

Goodnight.

ps/: i met my babygirls&mirakhairul at town today.

ATTENTION !

2010-02-03T14:21:00.000+08:00

Save your words for someone else.

I have no grudges on you.

And Shahrul,if your reading this,i dont need you.

"GET OVER ME ! "

Your being annoying to be giving people two faces,

putting hopes,saying that you love me but admiring someone.

I dont fcuking care anymore.

Your just a close friend of mine.

You choose to move on but stop putting words on me.

Stop saying,'i love you'.

Stop all this shit.

Stop crying to me but the next day,booom !

Its a whole new thing again.

You choose to move on,then go !

Im done with your craps.

And im happy with my life.

My girlfriend.

You wont be doing shits if really you mean what you say.

You've dissapoint me. You've gone beyond my nerves.

Now,LEAVE.

Muhammad Shahrul.

2010-01-31T22:59:00.000+08:00

Save your lies.

I dont need anything.

I dont lose a thing.

What more do i have with you.

Your just a friend.

Close one and not more than that.

All these years your lies are still there.

Dissapointing.

Enough words said.

You've shown to me,what you are.

Friend,change for the better.

Because,i dont want to hate my own close friend.

And you suck at LYING.

Girlfriend,thanks for being there.

2010-01-31T21:15:00.000+08:00

This thoughts running in my mind and all i can think of
was you,Daddy.
I went home,hoping to see you,but No.
After i woke up,i was glad to see you watching television.
I went there and hug you.
How would it be,if i hadnt see you every weekends.
I love you Daddy.

Yesterday,i had a Beach Soccer event at Sentosa the whole day.
And i apologise to NUR DIYANA ATIQAH for not meeting you at all.
I'll meet you up soon,alright babygirl?

I was injurt and i could barely walk.
Im like a Black skin kid now.
A NEGRO child.
Ohh well.
Im proud though as my team won the Beach Fiesta.
We came in 1st.
It was a job well done to my team mates.

Although im dark skin now,my victory paid it off.
Baby came and brought me lunch.
Feed me as well.
But eventually,she had to leave early for work.
I did plead for her to stay but still i know she have to go.
Futhermore after the event ended,
i barely walk out of sentosa.
After dinner at vivo,buddy and i decide to chill till the next morning.
I have to take some rest before dragging my leg which is already worn out and injurt.
Baby met us as i was down with something.
Thus,things were not good but baby was there to comfort me.
Thanks girlfriend.

Afterwhich it was,home sweet home.
Once again,thanks girlfriend for being there for me.
And to buddy & her Girlfriend too. I love you guys.

Now,im home after a long day.
Hopefully,things gets better.
And girlfriend,i miss you.
Goodnight.

2010-01-28T23:38:00.000+08:00

Something is not right.

Im not blaming you for it.

Goodnight. Sweet dreams.

Dearest one.

I think its the nicest one for now.

2010-01-28T22:34:00.000+08:00

She nevers gives up on me.

Despite having to call me up every early morning to wake

sleeping beauty up for school.

Despite having to tolerate my nonsense at times.

Despite having to force me to go doctor and eating my medicines

(which i doubt so im gonna eat it) Hahaha.

She have alot of patience in me.

I just want you to know that i'll never give up on you like how you did.

Through thick and thin.

Ups and downs.

You've made my day.

Thank you,girlfriend.

Its because of you.

2010-01-28T21:22:00.000+08:00

After a very long time,this is where i go today.

To the doctor.

Woo.

I was really nervous and back out every single minute but

fatso-fatso says,"NO" !

Gosh,i cried siaa talking to her.

I never like going to polyclinics or worst still HOSPITAL.

I had an appointment years back and up till now,i have

never attend any one of it.

Its just too Scary.

Just now the doctor says."why you look so timid?"

And fatso-fatso answer the question for me.

"Because its been years since shes been to a doctor."

I look at her,giving her a look of,"you dont have to tell him right?"
Ohh well.

The medicine,fuyoo.

Like as if im having a sickness that last for a lifetime.

Alot siaa.

And since i've been a good girl to go doctor after a long time persuading and FORCING me,

she allows me to have my strawberry milk ice.

My ice kacang.

Haha

She really didnt want me to have it as i was coughing and having flu.

But too bad,i still want.

Hahahahah.

Fatso-fatso,brought me home.

Accompanied me,and afterwhich she have to meet her family for dinner.

Wait-wait !

Before we reach home,i couldnt walk at all.

I was too weak,the sun was hot and i just feel like sitting down

for a short while and continue the journey later on.

But then,strong girlfriend piggyback me !

Wooo,i tell you.

Laptop,ice kacang,my medicines and ME,is not light at all.

But she insisted.

It was rather funny but,how sweet is this girl right.

She could still say this,"i sweet right,carry my sick girlfriend."

Full of yourself.

Hahaha.

Thanks for today,fatso-fatso girlfriend.

You never give up on me.

Neither would i.

MiraGems,i miss you too !

Babygs,i miss you girls.

Twinny,Biel : missed !

Ohh please,make a day and we go out.

I've been kidnapped lately but i'll assure you that i'll be free next outing.

Missed you people lahh !

2010-01-24T23:16:00.000+08:00

She just wake up from her 10minutes beauty sleep.

So mind her face.

I just feel like blogging so much.

Random but yet true feeling that comes from nowhere.

Alright.

This girl up here:

Basically,she was the quiet one.

The ALWAYS serious one.

Never want to joke.

Never allow anyone to know whats going on in her life.

Never open her mouth to make unnecessary noise.
Never talks alot.

Never makes any face expression.

Until,she was caught up with me.

We get close.

Shared stories

Learns about me. Interested to know about my life.

And makes me go crazy at times.

Besides,she will be the one opening her mouth with stories.

Laugh out really loud.

Disturb people & me.

Face expressions which are more than expected.

Can be the joker of the day.

Talks to herself.

No longer shy-shy feeling with me.

Super hinting words used from herself to me.

Sleeps&Conquer my bed.

My smile of the day.

Futhermore,it doesnt ends here.

Just to many too elaborate.

She is my best happening thing in my life now.

One Adorable human being.

The apple of my eye.

Bad Day Today.

2010-01-24T19:36:00.000+08:00

Today,im totally out of mood.

Stomach Cramps.

Damn it.

PMS day.

Gosh.

Early morning,went to mandai columbarium to visit late coach.

I saw alot of monkey stealing the offering's.

Tsk.

Afterwhich,went to Bishan with Serene,Hazi,Saf,Yanti & Baby for breakfast/lunch.

Then went to causeway point and grab serene's contact lens.

Then i sent baby off to work.

And now im rotting at home.

I feel like sleeping but i don't know whats keeping me awake.

Besides that,i have something on my mind out of a sudden.

Lets talk about yesterday.

Went soccer at ite bishan.

And off to town because i want to interview at forever 21.

With Hazi only.

Baby working.

Then went dinner.

Bumped into my beloved godsister(iann),zhy,Babe cantik(Kak Ess),Fifie.

As well as Kakak Cantik(Fatin Amira).

Hell i miss them like alot.

Meet up with yanna&sri for a while.*MISSED*

Then met lia,ernie,syida.

We went to play guitar hero.

First time playing it.

Fun sia.

Was like a bimbo at first.

Hahahahahaha.

I win HAZIRAH by 2000 over points.

Baby met us after work.

Insisting to send me back although i refuse.

Talking about something on my mind.

I came to a thinking whereby "IF" the past were to came back,

i know i'll lose my Happiness.

And i'll sacrifice the one i care for,for this Happiness.

For once,im trying to be humble but what if i get the feeling call,"HURT"?

Oh gosh. I'm so not ready for that.

*Fingers cross*

Futhermore,its just "IF" the past comes back.

Ohh wait, I want to Thank ELLA for the gorgeous pictures from her

camera. Cantik.

She'll be my photographer if i want a photoshoot.

Cool Babe !

Im glad i met her through my cute ass girlfriend.

not forgetting the rest also.

MySupermodel,Mell.

MyCrazyPartner,Wara.

MySayang,Ping.

MySuperFunny,Aileen.

MySecondPL,Nisa.

They would surely have something interesting to talk about on each and every day.

Hahaha.

Alright,im done for this post.

Updates.

2010-01-22T19:54:00.000+08:00

Im tired and i just got home from sending baby off to work.

Well,i have not been blogging due to some fights at home.

How patheic my Idiotic Brother can be.

I hate him,i swear.

21th Jan 2010.

That day was training day at ITE Balestier.

I had to force baby down just for training.

Shes a lazy human being. Not to mention her heavyness.

Even before reaching my school,she had already told me before hand that she refue to train.

And she came out with the excuse of,"NOT FEELING WELL".

-.-

But ohh well,shes there.

And im glad enough.(=

Went for dinner after training.

Then,home.

-Congrats buddy.

22th Jan 2010.

Today,baby send me to school because

i so called miss school yesterday.

It wasnt my fault for missing school.

I cannot wake up because of the gorgeous weather.

But today,its was a raining day.

And she knows,raining day + ikin sleeping = Gone case !

My lesson starts at 8 and ends at 1030am today.

I reached school at 10am exact with the help of this fatso and her friend,Wara.

They sent me off to school.

Besides that,they waited for me.

The weather was just too nice but i have to wake up for school.

Grrrrrrrrrrr.

After which,we went to usual hangout place and had lunch.

Baby & Me left at 4pm as she needs to get to work by 5pm.

Now,im at home.

And bored.

Ad its like ditching me eveytime she work.

Ohh well.

Muhammad Shahrul,please get well soon.

I was shocked when i received a call from your sister.

Please ohh please be ok.

BABY SCORE !

2010-01-20T21:05:00.000+08:00

BABY SCORE !

Super proud of her.

Super nice she score.

Fuyoo !

Ok best !

Goodnight.

Hopefully.

2010-01-20T19:12:00.000+08:00

Hopefully what im thinking now,its not more than what i've expected.

Im trying my best to put those things away.

I didnt realise how close we are now that i have to bother

every bits about your life.

But i'll try my very hard to put those freaking thooughts away.

Its not worth ut sometimes,its totally inappropiate.

And i dont wish to feel that way.

Good day people.

Currently at RP.

Watching Baby's game at 730.

*Fingers Cross*

Still here?

2010-01-18T13:42:00.000+08:00

How i wish i dont have to bother about people's life.
If they can mind their own life,i'll mind my own life.
Dont try being one pathetic someone,and over-react because of your previous life.2009.
Come on,its 2010 and it shouldnt be bothering you anymore.
You can miss the past but not be in it,AGAIN.
Thats why i say,i dont see a reason why you need to stay.
I dont mind FRIENDS but if your taking it too hard,
i'll just have to nudge you once and for all.
Im not here to pick a fight but dont you think that somehow,
your bothering my life?
You have yours,not enough?
Then show me exactly how capable of you bitching around.
Enough said.
Take care.

2010-01-18T01:23:00.000+08:00

Im missing this Fatso Baby now.

She say i ditch her today.

Hmm.

I did. Haha. Because i was doing my blog skin for almost 5 hours?

Hmmm,so late.

Currently,shes on the phone with me.

And im typing here.

She can make me smile again and again.

Haha.She knows that i'll go noisy + sulking

if she ditch me again.

Haha. But indeed ditch her.

Good thing shes aint as noisy as i was.

Just,"sayang,you ditch me seyy"

Hahahaha.

This fatso,sending me to school at 730 tomorrow.

She insisted.

Hmmm. Weirdo baby.

Ohh well.

Up to you then ok?

But if your really tired,its really ok hunns.

Alright,goodnight people. Goodnight fatso.

2010-01-18T01:17:00.000+08:00

Happy 18th Birthday to this Kuku up here.

Haha. I miss her hell loads.

She always crack jokes and i still owe her

caramel mocha frappe.

I love her as much as anyone do.

Haha. Dah 18th sehh.

Welcome to the club !

Opps,ohh salah ehh?

Dont action with me ahh.

Ok,take care loved one.

See you around !

2010-01-16T22:12:00.000+08:00

Baby was over at my place today as she just came back from

D&A. She was all worn out and after she wash up,she sleep

like theres no tomorrow.

I tried waking her up several times because i was freaking

awake early in the morning.

But majority times,she didnt even move a single muscle. -.-

My gosh. Even if i were to place a bomb beside her,i dont think

she'll even open her eyes.

Hmm. I spent my whole morning watching Korean Drama Full House.

ohh, Its just Fascinating to watch it over and over again.

But still,i didnt want to give up waking this fatso up.

All along she sleeps,up till 12 plus.

I even shake her body several times but not even a single movement.

Fuyoo.

Eventually,afer i pull her fingers apart,pull her hair,

pull her ears,pull her arms,pull her shirt.

Indeed she was distracted by me.
She wakes up lie over me,making me handle her body weight and sleeps back.

Ohmygosh.

I tell you,shes heavy and its really not funny to be doing that

after all my hardwork disturbing her throughout the morning.

And i say,"Wahh,wake up disturb me,lie over me then sleep back. You think you

very light ahh? Gemok !"

And she say,"Why? Cannot mehh i disturb my girlfriend in the morning?"

I smile. Haha. Who say cannot?

Ad she went back to sleep.

It didnt really bothers me much because i know shes

tired and have to work in a few hours more to go.

Suppose to attend today's soccer clearing up day but

we missed it because she could barely wake up from her sleep.

And i was lazy enough to get out from bed.

Futhermore,it was already coming to 2 o'clock

and she couldn't even open her eyes wide.

Hmm.

I lay on her hoping she'll feel the weight on her and wake up.

And yes she woke up,pushing me down from her body and hug me.

Cuddling me up in her arms like a booster and putting her Fat legs on my leg.

I tell you,suffocating for a moment.

Gosh,shes one heavy human being.

Then,i started nagging at her.

Asking her to wake up.

She wake up and seat down then lay down back to the other side.

How irritating but adorable at the sae time is that?

Grrrrrr.

Finally after nagging like one old hag,

She wakes up,seat down,stand up and look at me.

I smile. Heh. "Good Afternoon baby".

She makes her way to the toilet and take a shower.

Afterwhich,shes done with shower and came into my room.

She ask me,i was sleeping deadly just now.

Did you do anything to me?

And i gave her a look -.- and say yeah i did.

I raped you.

How?

Hahahahahahahahaha.

She went panic,"dont talk nonsense ahh.You didnt do such a thing

didnt you?(in malay language)"

I say,"How would you know if i did something or not?"

Hahahha.

Baby,hell yeah i was joking aite.

No way,i'll go touchy touchy.

Errrr,it gives me the creep anyway.

We had breakfast/lunch and i send her off to the bustop for work.

Now im on my bed.

Waiting for her to end work and give her a call.

Every now and then,im starting to miss you often.

I apologise to my two dearest girls for not joning you guys at town today.

When Yanna&Sri called me around 5 plus,i was in my dreamland.

The weather is just right for a nap.

Sorry mira.b,i couldnt tag along to lasalle as well.

Anyway,My girls are missed.

Loved&Ksm are missed.

Bestfriend is missed.

Till then.

Goodnight readers.

2010-01-16T00:36:00.000+08:00

Tell me something i dont know.

Not over this girl up here?

Gosh,letting yourself saying those shits?

Girl,you aint see nothing yet.

Im tolerating and you've yet to realise it soon.

Come to a thinking,you've lose out on her.

DONE !

Whats more?

Stop being one pathetic huge psycho.

Its not worth your life.

Stop blogging away and thinking that im dumb to not realise things

thats going on.

Lets put it aside now dont wish to over-react about this lil issue.

Today,baby sent and wait and fetch me from school.Cool or what?

Poor thing her but still she insisted on waiting for me.

Crazy huh? i know.

But lucky my class ends early today.

We went for lunch at Causeway point Macdonald's

and off to meet her friends before she have to go for her UT.

Called up Miss American(my one & only PL)haha,and ask her if she wants to meet up.

Since im chillling near her crib.

Baby is going D&A tonight so i planned with PL to chill at cck.

Hahahaha.

We meet up and got pissed off as the cck Macdonald's

no longer have socket around for laptops.

Budget place !

Grrrrrr.

We had dinner and talks than off home.

Im like having PMS today.

Damn. My tummy,so pain.

Im at home right now.

On my glorious bed.

And baby's lappy is infront of me.

Currently,shes enjoying her night at Devils&Angels with her friends and so.

Im here relaxing,watching korean movie.

Hahaha.

But still,i miss my,ohh so small but lil taller than me,girlfriend right now.

Grrrrr.

Just receive a text from her and she goes;

Her : Sayang,gin with tonic seriously not nice sehh.

Me : Baby,dont drink weird stuff ok? I dont want you to vomit out anything.

Her : I dont think im drinking already sehh. Tasteless sak.

Haha. Serve you right for testing almost all the drinks everywhere you travel.

Hahaha.

Ok,im really missing my best thing now.

Hope shes doing fine at D&A today.

Dont lose yourself,i hope.

Goodnight People.

2010-01-15T10:12:00.000+08:00

Pathetically,Its just the beginning.
People who cant get over thier ex-crush or something something,
(not more than a bloody relationship),
its freaking non-of-my-business.
But lets say its MY something something your into,
you gonna have a hell loads of trouble stepping into MY arena.
Girl,i may be small(softspoken for instance) but it would not last.
I'll get used to my surroundings and get the hang of whats going on
around me. And when im at that stage,you'll be seeing me
as a loudspeaker. Wishing that i'll stop my crap,going Haywire in your face.
Feel what im saying?
Approach me straightaway.
Have a nice day !

2010-01-14T20:10:00.000+08:00

Currently at my crib.

Im mad over some stuff at home right now.

Lucky baby is here to keep me company.

Tomorrow,i dont wish to be late for school as always.

Alot motivation was given from this lil kid up here.

Something is really upsetting me. This issue in my family.

Damn.Worst case scenario.

I just cant think right now.

Looking here and there.

Thinking of what i should do next.

Enough of this shit already can?

Im here trying hard to get hang of it,and there siblings are

making me have alot if thinking.

And now to me,spending my time more outside is better than home.

This kid is right beside me and msging i dont know who.

Smilling to herself.

Random but crazy indeed.

Tomorrow this kid again is sending me to school.

So that i wont be late and attend school on time.

What time i must wake up again?

6AM !

Damn.

I'll try but i cant promise.

No confidence.

Swear.

Okay,i'll shall talk about yesterday.

Hmmm,i was being so bad and baby was so agreeing to it.

Me : Am i being bad to you today?

Her : Hurrrrrrrrrr,yalah. Closing her eyes. You so bad today.

Me : Huh? really? Awwww.

Her : Very bad today.

Me : ok.(smilling)

Someone was being tortured by me and seriously she was like whinning like a small

baby. Gosh. Hahaha.

But it was the best moment i had with her.Looking at her so called whinning.

i think thats all.

Im tired.

And i've ditched my girlfriend for the past few mins.

Done.

Goodnight people.

2010-01-13T19:58:00.000+08:00

Currently at Republic Poly now.

Blogging about things that just happen hours ago.

During training,i fell flat on my butt.

MyGosh.

Pain sia.

And i told baby about it.

She replied,"Padan Muke.Daulat.Taknak msg i kan biler dah sampai training ground.

I tunggu seh.Sakit hati je."

Ohh baby,mimimimimimimimimi.

Not listening.-.-

Im with buddy and buddy's baby and camelia.

Just finish waiting for baby to finish her soccer training.

And shes all perfumed and taken a fresh bath.

Set to go for dinner.

Aites.

Goodnight.

2010-01-12T22:23:00.000+08:00

LoverBoy.

And I'm so gonna persuade my Girlfriend to have his hairstyle.

Confirm Hot !

Not in the mood to drink but eventually i did.

Not really that Tipsy.

Ane the worst part is,im in UNIFORM !

Gosh.

I went drinking with baby & friends.

At woodlands.

Someone was lil drunk. Or shall i say she lose herself for that moment?

Haha. Just got back around,945plus around there.

I miss my GFs.

Oh please,meet up soon okay?

Goodnight.

2010-01-11T02:08:00.000+08:00

He who knows me.

Encourage me.

Missed me.

Tell me wherever and whatever his up to.

Calls me up when his nervous about something.

When i receive a random call by him,i just know that he has something new to share.

In the holidays of 2009,he would call me up and ask how i was doing and so.

He knows whats going on in my life.

And thats where i know he cared.

Cared as a bestfriend.

He is the only bestfriend that i'll be talking about.

The only bestfriend i have in this wide world.

We've been bestfriend for more than a year now.

And never would i want this friendship to end.

His attached to Efah Nurliana.

Futhermore,only he would be known as Ikin's bestfriend.

Im sorry that i wont be following you to take the O'level result as im schooling.

But must call me up straight once the results are in your hand.

My souvenir from PARIS?

Waiting.

We shall go out soon.

I promise,afterall,i have to make it up to you for not following you.

So,his forever missed by me.

Love by me as well.

Through thick and thin.

I know his still there whenever i need him.

I love my bestfriend.

2010-01-11T01:47:00.000+08:00

I've tried to control this lil anger in me but maybe,blogging it out is the most pleasant

way to release this anger.

How dumb can a person be sometimes huh?

Im sorry but i dont know you that well and im calling you dumb.

Mind me.

You've cross the line.

How can someone ask whether a starting of a relationship

is a serious one or a JOKE?

My gosh,you caught me opening my mouth for a moment.

Tell me,who would start a relationship as a JOKE?

Damn !

Past is past.

Now 2010. Let it go already.

Screw you !

2010-01-10T18:45:00.000+08:00

-On the day whereby i went silent and quiet beside her.

She know that i was thinking of something.
Therefore,She pull me by my hand closer to her and ask me.
Whats wrong? Put those thoughts away.
You know i sayang you. Why bring this thoughts in your mind?

I lied and say,nothing.I wasnt thinking about anything. Im okay.

Eventually,she just know it.
Something was not right.
She point her finger to my head and say,i know your thinking of something.
Dont lie. My instinct tells me. And its obvious.

I hug her.And say,im fine.
Nothing is in my mind.
She look into my eyes whereas she know i cant look at her more than 5 seconds,
and say,something is in your mind.
I just look away,as usual and hope that she doenst ask me more question.
She hold me tight and say,i have you now.
And im your girlfriend. Thats enough for me.
Let people like me,because i cant stop them from liking me.
But your the only one now.
I wont leave you for another.
Stop thinking about it this way.
Im not like those out there. Trust me.

I look at her,helding her hand and say,im sorry.
Im sorry,i think that way.

Afterwhich,she went home after accompanying me while waiting for my parents to get back,
I msg her.
Me : Sorry i was awfully quiet just now. I guess your just getting to know who i am now.
Her : Its ok. But dont be that quiet again can? Just know that i wont leave you for another k?
i sayangkan you. In fact,im falling for you.Beginning to love you.Trust me on this k? I wont hurt you.
Me : How can you read my mind? Questions about those sensitive thoughts was actually in my mind.
I just want you to know that your my most important person now.
Days and nights,you are the one i'll be thinking about. I'll try hard not to assume inappropiate things again.
I'll lay my trust on you.

And thats the end of the conversation.

Good day.

2010-01-08T22:09:00.000+08:00

Mind the faces.

This picture was taken at 2-3plus in the morning off 010110,Countdown.

Venue : Central Rooftop.

Siti NorLela Binte Ramdani is getting more socialise.

She learns how to make faces now,and when she do it,I'll laugh my ass out.

Its freaking adorable.

She can be the most nosiest person now but hell yeah,

i like it better this way.

She talks rather than keeping it.

At least,i don't feel like I'm talking to the wall,myself.

Hahaha.

She can laugh over the slightest thing of all but also cry over

something small.

*peace*

Notice that I've been blogging without fail?

Because I'm happy. I want people to know how lively i am now.

Its 2010,and i no longer want to keep things close.

I don't feel control anymore.

Cant do this,cant do that. Damn that life of mine.

Drinking,Smoking,Clubbing is out of anyone's business.
I'll stop when i feel like.

It's not an addiction.

And I'm gonna be LEGAL this year ehh.

Haha.

Furthermore about this girl up in the photo,

my 2010 resolution is a New Beginning.

I know what i want.

And I'll never regret making that decision.

I'm a bisexual.

Guys & Girls who looks like Guys,

can be hot as well.

Crooked or Straight?

All are just human beings.

Goodnight People.

Missed

: Muhammad Shahrul & Torn PitPit.

: BabyGs & TrackBabes .

: Loved & Ksm .

: Ite Soccer Mates !

: Bestfriend.

: Buddy & Buddy's Baby.

: Miss American,my only PL. (Haha,Gosh)

2010-01-08T21:00:00.000+08:00

Random post.

Miss this gemok up here !

Ehh,biler ni nak kuar?

I still owe you frappe for getting up for secondary 4 !

Hahaha.

Congratulations.

And hell yeah,i miss those carzy laughing jokes.

Ohh you better meet me up soon because,i've got lotsa story to tell

you. Likewise you only know parts of it through phone calls.

Hmm,Its 2010 !

No more sad post in your blog.
Cheer up !

I know you too well to be in this situation.

Heyhey,i'm still here ok?

And this year,LEGAL dok.

CheyChey,someone birthday coming soon sehh.

Dont action with me ahh if legal already ehh.

Ok,hope your doing good.

Take care Kuku Bulat !

Hahaha.

2010-01-08T08:40:00.000+08:00

This boy here.

He know whats going on in my life.

He knows what I'll do if i get hurt.

He knows when I'm hungry.

He knows when I'm down.

He knows when I'll tend to cry over things.

He knows how to MAKE me cry.

He knows my smile of the day.

He knows how grumpy i can be.

Out of all,he knows me well.

The only everyday guy that will know my whereabouts.

Who I'm with at that moment.

What am i doing for his curiosity.

He'll ask,ask,ASK. Without fail.

But im never irritated by his msgs,calls.

Infact,i know when he'll be calling and msging.

As always.

After his done with doing his stuff,SOCCER & FRIENDS.

I was mad before but now,its just happening again and again

so now im used to it.

Besides,my girlfriends all are wondering about something thats going on in my life.

And i would rather meet than talking through phones or video calls.

I know theres questions in their little mind.

But i could never hide from my girlfriends.

Thats why i call them the best because their curiosity is CARING & KNOWING about

whats going on in one another's life.

Lets have full babygs & trackbabes.

Then we shall be sharing conversation that are too sensitive for the world to know.

Haha. Sounds interesting huh?

Haha. Fascinating !

Good day people.

2010-01-07T22:44:00.000+08:00

Today meet gemok before going school.

My teacher was in a meeting so we could come slightly

late. So i waited for beby for more than 10 pathetic minutes.

Ohmy,your lucky im in good mood today.

She dropped at woodlands for school. And Shes like late again for school.

On my way to school called my classmates,to ask

where's class today and they say WHAMPOA coffeeshop.

Damn ! i dont know where the hell is that.

Hais. I got myself lost in Kallang Conjunction,city of singapore. -.-

How unlucky.

And i almost cried on the phone talking to my classmate.

They could even laugh at me over the phone.

After school,meet baby as planned.

But i was suppose to meet her at Novena but i meet her at woodlands instead because

class end early and i want to go home,changed into my home clothes before going out.

Furthermore,i hate being outside with uniform on.

Err,so not me to be going out in school uniform,travelling.

Met baby at woodlands then off to her favourite hang out place which is coffeshop....

Met her friends,and not forgetting more new leopard lovers.

Amazing !

Haha. And baby,DRUNK !

Her friends can really drink alot.

And she was somehow force to drink a couple of mugs.

Poor thing her.

She hate BEER.

When shes drunk,her cheecks go RED !

Like wearing blusher. Haha. My god.

Adorable siaa.

Went home around 930pm and off to my place.

Drunken baby cant go home straight.

The beer smell is still on her therefore i ask her to stay for a couple of hours at my place.

And now,while im blogging,shes beside me,resting her eyes and going to lala land soon.

Haha. She made my day today.

goodnight people,goodnight baby.

2010-01-05T01:25:00.000+08:00

You gave me small chills up my spine today by just looking at me,
MOST OF THE TIME.
My heart went,duk-duk,duk-duk.
Hahahaha.
Eventhough we were like cracking jokes and laughing in the train,
that was the feeling i felt.
Oh,what have you put me into.
Had dinner with Mau,Hazi today.
Being interviewed somehow.
GemokSayang,meet us up and fetch me as well.
Like duh,im sick today.
Must meet me by all means.
Hahaha. Joking aje.*peace*
Your in my mind at this hour.
I think you've fallen asleep.
But its ok.Tomorrow is your first day of school anyway.
Muhd Shahrul is already asleep like 2 hours ago. -.-

Futhermore im sleeping soon,so yeah.
Wont be elaborating more.
Goodnight people.

Ps/: Giving me faces now huh? Clever already ehh.
But ohh well,you cant win my face expressions.
Haha. But indeed,you make me smile ALOT today.

2010-01-04T00:14:00.000+08:00

Little confession.

Its so not me if i dont ask why and somehow curious of things going on.

I just have no guts to ask or maybe just too shy to ask about stuff.

How can i overcome this?

Im trying hard to at least open up and ask but eventually something is stopping me.

And i dont know whats stopping me.

Please ohh please give me courage to open up ans ASK.

Come on,Ikin.

-i miss you.

Schools up.

2010-01-03T17:46:00.000+08:00

School is starting like tomorrow and im down with fever and flu.

Damn. Juniors are already msging me saying that they are in the same school as me.

Haha. My classmates warn me before hand not to be late.

Whatever. -.-

Anyway,im excited for school but maybe part of me is still in the HOLIDAY mood.

Ohh well,i miss my school cheese prata & maggi goreng.

Besides that,i've learned my lesson of being debarred for a short period of time &

i dont want to be in that situation again.

Therefore,i'll be going to school every single day without fail.

Just maybe not the earliest one.

Heh.

I havent bathe as i just woke up from this sickness headache.

And its so unlike me cause i eat only once yesterday.

Now is 5.55pm.

I havent had any meal since morning.

Woah,impressive huh.

My sayang is at work now.

So its like ditching me for awhile.*Peace*

And Muhd Shahrul is ditching me to watch soccer online.

So now,only the computer and television is entertaining me.

I cant head out cause i could hardly bring myself around in this house.

"Layan lah sorang."

Thats for now,i guess.

I want watch high school musical 3.

Favourite !

Bye.

Ohh before i forget,

Someone is reading my blog without me knowing.

And that totally suprise me.

Your adorable is a way that makes me smile throughout the day.

Take care.

I miss my GIRLS.

Ksm.

Loved.

Classmates.

Soccermates.

Couzins.

BESTFRIEND.

Randomly,i miss you.

2010-01-03T02:32:00.000+08:00

Im sick today.

It sucks.

And it drive me crazy because i got both nose holes block.

And i can barely breath in some air.

Im awake at this hour.

Which is 2:36am.

Blogging on my bed using my brother's wifi phone.

Cool Shit !

Randomly,im missing you.

And was hoping that your by my side now.

But your tired from work so i shall not ask.

Im wondering if your gonna take a bath once you reached home.

Like forever i'll be wondering about it.

Ok,thats my say for this morning.

Goodnight everyone. Goodnight Gemok.

2010. A new beginning.

2010-01-02T15:03:00.000+08:00

Smilling as i type.

Putting myself in this shoe again makes me wonder.

How did i eventually accept you.

Was it because you've always made my day a good one to remember?

Was it because you make sure i don't feel insecure?

Was it because i have always been liking you and somehow the feeling doesnt change?

Was it beacuse you have always been my eyecandy in soccer?

Was it becasue your my everyday person without fail?

Was it because you don't even know how to sweetalk and that makes me relieved?

Was it because you made me feel special?

Was it because you were there when i was all alone just to keep me accompanied?

Was it because you keep me companied when i was down with fever and FLU the whole night?

Was it because i felt like as if im the only one who can control you smoking habits?

Was it because you have never lied to me? I hope.

Was it because you sacrifice first meeting in school just to accompany me to school as i just came back from Zirca,need to have my rest and make sure i drop at the exact station?

Was it because your the first person i went to watch a late night movie which starts at 2am? Gosh.

Was it because things seems to be so smooth although it's just the beginning?

Was it because i just want to settledown with someone whom i know can make me happy?

All the answers are in my head.

Im happy with you around.

I cant denied.

And now,your beginning to be more socialble by showing face expression.

It could just make me laugh thinking of it.

Hahaha.

Now i know,how much i need you.

Its just you,now.

Just you.

Beggining of a new future.

2009-12-31T01:43:00.000+08:00

Lets see,i've been abandoning my blog for days and that is bad.

Ohh well,ITS MY BLOG ANYWAY.

Life have been great for me these days.

Friends are missed in a way and such.

My bestfriend is back in Singapore.

Nor Atika Binte Ammran. Finally,i could here something from you after you've dissapeared.

My Girls are busy but they are missed,of course.

And Jaggi&Yuyun are splendid that night.

Chilled out. Sing like no one's buisness.

Soccer is forever my passion.

Someone:

You've been my smile of the day throughout these days.

And i never thought that i'll be smilling this much after a long time.

Making me laugh like mad over a plastic of bread.

My gosh,its still fresh in my head.

Getting a msg from you every single morning,making me giggle to myself.

And your little complaints of the tiredness of work,soccer trainings.

You almost cry due to these activities.

My little cry baby.

I wonder how things were manage in between us as compared to lastime.

But ohh well,things changes for the better.

Not forgetting you one little smoke machine.

Hmm.

Futhermore,im beggining to trust you for who you are.

Because your just someone who knows nothing about SWEETALKING.

Adorable Sotong.

Just make me smile everytime.

okay,im speechless now cause im super sleepy.

Goodnight people.Goodnight gemok.

YOU,just you.

2009-12-18T23:00:00.000+08:00

Months ago,we were in a situation whereby things were complicated.

And i was force to leave the scenario to avoid getting hurt in a way or another.

Being in same soccer club wasn't that easy.

All i can do was to just,show that im alright and fine.

Eventually,i did overcome everything smoothly.

But in me,there was still you.

It wasnt that bad as a start.

Your the first ever that i like.

That made me agreed to lesbians.

Before anything could happen,things change.

That wasnt what i wanted.

In this present now,suprised feelings are occuring in me.

Its a pleasure to have dinner with you on 091009.

Craving for Mcspicy huh?

All the more i can say,we didnt stop only there.

It continues.

Proudly said,its been more than 2 months we've contacted.

Im happy with you around.

I felt safe.

I ain't feeling insecure.

I know your whereabouts.

It started rough as you were the only one who SCOLDS me always.

Moreover,things happen to change.

Im glad to know you.

Futhermore,i want this to continue as it is.

Goodnight people.Goodnight Gemok.

I tried but . .

2009-12-11T11:56:00.000+08:00

I tried but maybe its just too much to ask for.

I can still tolerate but i guess,

i would rather not hurt myself again.

Sometimes,when i totally reflect back on the conversation we had.

I smile.

You wanted what you want,which was:

A life where you want do anything without thinking about who'll get hurt or not.

Doing things without any guilt.

I can handle that. But when i look at this scene back to refresh whats going on,

i just know that somethings gonna go wrong.

Likewise,what can i do.You want what you want. Always.

Eventually,i told you that i guess i want what you exactly want too.

BUT it seems like you can't take it like i did.

Giving all sorts of sacrastics remarks.

Hating someone without an issue.

Take a break already.

In my eyes,you can't even take it at all.

Lets put it this way,have what you want cause i no longer want to bother you,

and your life. Im just a no one to you.

No point thinking of you when all you do is find fault with me.

Dont worry,no one is gonna know who the hell im talking about because,i dont

reveal people's identity easily.

I still have the HEART to think bout you.

im blogging to let go whats in my mind.Therefore i'll forget about whatever

thats gone wrong.Besides,im still young to be in this situation.

You prove me wrong about you.

A reminder,ACTION speaks LOUDER.

Learn that before asking younger people around you to catch up with you.

Last but not least,Lets just save this friendship instead.

I don't see why i have to be nice&be the weak one here,all over again to

reach out for your needs.

Its so not me.

You'll do good without me. I know you will.

Take care Friend.

So sensitive.

2009-12-10T18:49:00.000+08:00

Is this the freaking best you have for me?

im not shaking you see.

Whats more?

Haha.

Did i even mention your name out there?

My gosh.

Sorry to be blogging bout this but i find it rather funny.

Saying im immature because of a small little pm?

Haha. A little of you,tells it all.

And im not suprised.

Take care out there.

And i miss being myself.

2009-12-10T16:18:00.000+08:00

Lately,i wasnt myself.

Throwing myself like a piece of thrash,following

the flow of people around,SUCKS.

Now i realise,i wasnt fair with my heart.

Always thinking about others before self.

Sometimes i think its best to think bout self too.

Some things i went through was rather hurting but yeah.

Im taking it chill now.

Majority thats happening,consists of feelings.

Im no longer gonna try to get tense up just for one human being.

I'll open up my mind and mingle with friends around.

Im happy with my friends around.

Being around my friends,makes me speak up to the world,speak my thoughts out.

Imagining crazy things that actually could never happen.

I guess,friends last.

And i wont believe that i have to stick to someone to get my happiness.

BULLSHIT.

Haha,so yeah.

After i realise things thats going on,im happy with what i have.

And would definitely appreciate HAPPINESS that are coming around.

Free World,Free Thinker.

You better dont ditch me.

2009-11-28T14:13:00.000+08:00

IM GOING OUT WITH MY BESTFRIEND ON THURSDAY,3RD OF DECEMBER.

PLEASE,DONT ASK ME OUT ON THAT DAY.

THANK YOU.

Muhammad Fareezad Bin Basari.

You owe me for doing this.Haha.

I miss my girls please.

2009-11-27T02:59:00.000+08:00

BabyGs is missed.

TrackBabes,end of this month?

I missed my girls.

And bestfriend,make sure i get that job or i'll make that workplace like SHANGRI-LA.

Haha.

It nudge me.

2009-11-25T13:56:00.000+08:00

We get back where we start from.

All i see now is that you and i are connected in a way where

we are totally afraid that ourselves would get hurt.

And this is like allowing the past to take control of that fear feeling.

Likewise,i thought you would dissapear again and this time you know its not easy

to let go of what is in me right now.

Im wont lie to you.I dont see a reason why i should do that.

Maybe things around me are just too much for you to take it.

Therefore,im being nudge by you.

Shock enough?

Yeah.

Who would wants to be shared?

Especially the one you like?

Certainly no one would wants that to happen.

And you told me directly that

"I dont want to be sharing the person i like with someone else"

Pretty much,it shock me.

I want to let you know that,although people are liking me here and there or whateverso.

Im treating them as equally as friends.

And its a different thing when your around me now.

Like totally.Moreover,you know why i say its a different thing.

Because,I LIKE YOU.

Is this a confession somehow?

And i doubt so you got no questions to ask me.

Like always,you have something in your mind and

you'll ask me after you put it in your right words.

It kept me smilling sometimes.

Your just yourself.And i like you for that.

Gosh,im dead in blog now.

2009-11-24T18:53:00.000+08:00

Freaking busy nowdays.

I'll get back to myself soon.

Been muting lately.

Whatever lies in me now,no one knows.

And i realy have to catch things up with my girls.

Myabe by the end of this week or maybe end of this month.

Girls,bring me out.

Im dying missing you guys.

And i swear i'll make it this time.

Tournaments and matches would be next month.

So im free till the end of this month.

So pretty please?

Haha.

Anyway,life's been great for me.

I feel safe.

No more this FEAR in me.

And ohh well,enemies are welcome back to be my friends.

Im getting tired of hating one another game.

So yeah.

Babyboy,had been worried bout me lately.I went missing somehow.

But it wasnt my fault.My pp8 low. Haha.

Honeylove,your missed to okay?And im not a kpo !

Gemok is watching movie with me today.Meeting her at 830 later on.

And the one who went dissapear back then.RT,you are just making me crazy at times.

Im glad that your staying for good now.

Ohh,dont dissapear again or i'll do what i've told you.

And myBABYGs&TrackBabes is missed.

Iann Dash is there throughout my moments.She knows the most things that going on in my life.

Loved,kiter lepak besok at lot kan?

Futhermore,PARANORMAL ACTIVITIES movie is not encouragable to watch as

it can make you dream of it. And you can have fear brought up in your head.For example like how im having the fear in me for going home late.

Hmpf.

And thats about all.

Take care.

Update soon.=)

For your freaking infomation.

2009-11-04T11:08:00.000+08:00

Who say i always wear the same leopard tee?

Aku sengkek?Aku memang ader 2 baju leopard ape.

Cant see the diff?

Ohh yeah,i forgot,your colour blind.

And BLIND as well.

Aww,handicap.

Must understand attention seeker.

And talking about my personal life and thinking of dirty stuff?

How disgusting can you be.

At least the guys you mention who do have blogs,dont spam

nonsense like you did.And they mature enough to ANNOY people face to face instead of hiding thier identity.

Lagipon aku suke leopard.

Aku nyer suker ahh.

If im freaking BLACK to you,then fine.

I dont need to have a hard time pleasuring you at all.

Your words arent harsh but its rather childish.

My goodness,your PARENTS didnt teach you any respect?

Or maybe they just too bored to have a Lame,Childish child like you?

And are you freaking white that you have to give people compliments about their skin?

Or mayb,your a guy who helps your MOTHER cook,wash dishes and also hang clothes tkats why you dont get under the sun to much and get tan.

Ohh well.

Get a life dude.

Be a guy and face me ahh sia.

Loser !

And how many more versions of wp do you have?

Bring it okay?

Im ready to ban and delete!

To whom it may concern.

2009-11-02T09:30:00.000+08:00

My goodness,how can a guy be so unhappy about an issue of skin tone.

And hello,if im naturally dark,

i wouldnt have three skin tone right now.

How stupid can you be.

You,yourself know what are my activities and there you are trying to

say things that you think MIGHT bring me down.

Besides,i dont even care whether im dark or tan with 3 skin tones.

Im enjoying my life activities pretty well.

I dont see a reason why i have to go crazy about this freaking person who cares so much about my skin.Goodness.Haha.

Oh boy,if yes you've ever dated me,i get the hand of you soon.

And dont you try denying it cause it'll show that you a FREAKING coward.

As far from what i know,i dont date alot of guys.

At most,it was just contacting.Except for one,we did date out.

Ohh,dont tell me its you.What a shame.

Futhermore,its all in the past year if i ever did date you out.

But still,maybe your mad that i rejected your LOVE and went back to my dearest Shahrul?Ohh,too bad.

Maybe your just too disgusting for me to tolerate?

Hmmmm.

C'mon,show yourself if your have the balls cause merely,im just a girl you see.

Dont tell me your scared of a girl.

Awwwwww.

Currently in school right now.Soccer training had started

back after a long week break.

Im so in the mode to go soccer.Have to get my legs kicking balls all over the field under the sun.

And yeah,to whom it may concern.

You,yourself know what are my daily activities.

So please,dont be a SMART person who knows everthing about me.

Hell you BOY.

After 4 years of waiting for this very day.

2009-10-27T15:20:00.000+08:00

Sentosa Day out overnight.
Hey people.
Happiest day that had occur in my life.
After 4 years of waiting for the day of overnight-ing out with this boy here,
it finally came to life.
My goodness.
Plan was to overnight together for two days straight with schoolmates at sentosa then to orchard.
But eventually,the plan was cancel and we overnight at sentosa,just the two of us.
I tell,it was a great experience as we heard strange noisy,shift the tent from places to places.
The bestest part was we pitch our tent near to this couple.
After 2plus-3am,their tent started shaking tremendously.
At first we thought that maybe bugs went into their tent but then we heard
obsessed voices being pass to one another clearly,loudly.

Oh my,And this boy,treat me to food the whole day,untill i cant eat anymore.
We talk,joke around.Walk around eerie Sentosa at night.
Gosh,the place is super deserted on weekdays.
I've got bites from the family tree of bugs.
Mosquitos&Ants.
Grrrrrrrrrr.
Anyway,when we woke up in the morning,we started taking pictures.
Even with the awful face everyone has when they wake up.
Chop-chop,we went to get a bath and off home.
I dont wish to stay long there due to the weather of the hot sun that can burn me,DARKER.
Im alrdy tant.
Darker+Tant= BLACK.
I dont wish to get BLACK.
So,pictures tells the fun that we had okay?
Take care readers.

Just woke up.
Right?
Miss world.=)

Feeling-feeling super model lahh.

Although my mouth was full,he put more prata in my mouth.

This fellow is the one who put more prata in my mouth.

Ok,Bye Harbourfront.

Im having my sleep in a short while in the bus.

Take care.

Random.

2009-10-24T20:45:00.000+08:00

I miss this Honeylove right here.

Grrrrrr,we're meeting soon okay huuns?

Keep smiling.

And yeah,you owe me crunchie/boost.

And,apple slurpee.

Haha.

Lets get crazy when we meet.

Take many-many pictures okay?

Missed!

Spectrum with MYGIRLS.

2009-10-24T19:41:00.000+08:00

Spectrum was a SPLENDID for me.It was spent with myComplete BabyGs but incomplete Trackbabes.Ohh,how i wish MiraGems was there with us.Camwhoring throughout the day.Alot of juniors were there.Dressing up in their best suits.Whole Babygs were at yanna's crib to get ready for spectrum.

1st: Yanna was extra tall for the day

2nd: mira.b was indeed taller than me,

3rd: Watie,tallest amoung all,

4th: Enna,the Fattest one.

5th: The shortest one on that day.

6th: NenyHarianny & I were mad about some pictures that we took cause our faces were,unaccepted.Haha.

7th: Biel& yanna want to make me jealous because of thier height but at least biel's height is ORIGINAL.Haha.

We had laughter all over.Its like the most BEST time ever i spent with my girls after a long period.Omg,wish MiraGems were there with us.Its was planned as the girls outing,without BFs.Haha.But of course we didnt had any intention to hurt our Dearest BFs and all.We were just having a lil fun for this GIRLS DAY OUT.Haha.

Babyboy went back home together with me to my crib.

We walked all the way from Biel's crib.

My goodness,im wearing heels.For instance,my leg hurts badly.

Mr Strong,tried to offer a hand to carry me.

Before even carrying me,he said,"Omg,im gonna get a backache later on,so why not you give me a massage once we reach your place?"

Forget it.I rejected.

Ohh well,enjoy the pictures aite.Let the pictures tells all.

Before reaching the destination.

TwinnyDarla.
Ekin&Ikin.
The handsome Boy.

MiraEdora.

Twins till now i suppose.

In the theatre.

Complete BABYGs.

I love my Friday.

And this boy up here.

He fetch me from Spectrum that was being held at NUS

without getting lost.

He was all the way blabbering about and saying,"i told you,i wont get lost"

Yeah right.Maybe it was just your lucky day.

But most of the time,i guess your always the one ended up getting lost.-_-

Thanks to this loverboy.

Ps/: And to people whose really eager to know bout my life.

This is what im gonna share.

Im no longer attach to anyone but still i have my two daily people around me.

Shahrul&Torn.

Just ask me about their whereabouts,and i'll give you the exact ans.

Things were complicated back then.

I wasnt thinking well at that point of time.

And yes,shahrul & me are totally getting on well.

The thoughts of resuming our relationship were spoken out.

And,my 92Darling Torn,is doing great with her life.

Enjoying her moments at work.

I miss her EVERYTIME like really.

I miss her Lameness.Lets go dinner soon and catch things up okay love?

Rindu giler aku dgn kau.Ya'allah.

Please for goodness sake,dont ask me why it happen,when it happen or how it happen cause i aint gonna answer anymore.

Things happen,and my people are accepting it.

If there's fate,there's fate.

If there's aint any,there's aint any.

Im glad and most lucky to get these two love birds in my life.

Bring them down or want them?

Have the guts to go through me first.

Meeting 92Darling in awhile.

Tonning out at Fajar with Zhy&Kakak.

Miss them.

Okay,bye.

End of my speech for today.

2009-10-19T10:59:00.000+08:00

He was always the one standing after every game/match.

Dearest Bernard.Rest in peace.

You were always there for your players.

I apologise for the sins & lies i brought to you.

Never had i thought things would go totally unexpected.

I miss your daily msgs.Never would i recieved it anymore.

You have taught me the most things in soccer and therefore this is who i am now.We love you.

Bishan Arsenal is in my heart,always.

2009-10-15T18:19:00.000+08:00

I Miss MUHAMMAD FAREEZAD Bin SABARI.

He call me on 14th october 2009:8plus,to ask"how are you".

What a loving bestfriend i shall say.

We might not be meeting one another but your always

in my mind bestfriend.

And i miss you.

Meet up soon after your O'levels aite.

I book you first.

Haha.

2009-10-15T17:19:00.000+08:00

On 9th of october.
It was meant to be a suprised for nana on her birthday.
We tonned out together and got drunk with drinks.
But indeed,we had fun the whole night.
=)
Allow the pictures to tell everything aite.
And yes,i was a bartender that night.
It not easy being one when your alrdy tipsy.

People whom i LOVE.

Im missing LOVED right now.

Ohh well,unexpected things happen.

And all i can say is,life is unfair.

We cant get to keep or take things as and when we want.

Everything happens for a reason.

but im glad,peolple whom i loved is always there.

Thanks Loved,Ksm,BabyGs,Trackbabes,My bestfriend and not forgetting my classmates.

Jaggi,Yuyun,Naddy,Bow.

You know i know what happen that night.

Secrets aite.Haha.

Azah&John.
As promised,im blogging about Azah&John.

Last week,which i dont rmbr what the date is,These two beloved people was there

when i needed someone the most.

On that night,

i was down with something that makes me feel like killing myself somehow.
They did advice me cause somehow they know im a girl with full of laughter instead of breakdowns.

Futhermore,i was feeling confused and depressed at the same time.
Coincidently,i bumped into my friend which i wont mention who,made a random planned to drink alchohol.

and i was not comfortable somehow so azah&john accompanied me up till 5a.m plus.It put me out of what i had been dragging in my mind.

Eventually,i cab-ed home with azah&john.
Thanks you guys for making my day.

I love you guys.=)

Friends love are unexpected sometimes.

2009-10-08T05:15:00.000+08:00

Maybe things were not suppose to be this way.

I wish to move on,on my own.

92Darling,thanks for being there for me always.

I'll promise to hold on to you for as long as possible.

Kau aku sayang okay bitch?=)

Love & Sayang its a diff thing.

I've learnt something.

And to you,im sick and tired of your untrue words.

Just keep that word of yours for future purposes,cause i no longer give a damn

about you.You've ruined my life.

And now,never would i allow you to even bring me down anymore.

Damn it boy!

Selamat Hari Raya.

2009-09-23T23:48:00.000+08:00

Selamat hari raya.

I miss my couzins.

Lets go out together one day.

Loves.

Every each of them getting prettier&gorgeous.

Rindu soo much okay.

Selamat hari raya.

And to WP : I dont need your jugdement.

In a good month,for goodness sake,throw away the hate-ness you have with me.

It seems that you've seen me around.

So,c'mon.

No point having grudges.

So,take care! =)

Something's up!

2009-09-18T13:31:00.000+08:00

I got my hair PERM!

Haha.Gosh.just yesterday.

And i got my nails done.

Woohoo!

I like !

BEFORE:

AFTER:
I really must get use to the situation now.A very big hair.

Random post.

2009-09-17T01:12:00.000+08:00

(You are crazy,really crazy.*Peace)

At times,we might be fighting.

And yes,im the forever sensitive one.

My goodness.

Im sorry Honeylove.

I couldnt handle myself.

Forgive me?

I hate my yesterday.

And im feeling better today.

Anyway,im missing baby kuku now.

She makes me smile,and laugh like CRAZY WOMAN most of the time.

And im missing my girls.

Oh please,lets meet up soon.

Missed: BabyGs,Trackbabes.

Loved,Ksm.

ITE Soccer mates.

Ex-greenridgens.

And my Bestest Boys.

Geylang trip today.

2009-09-13T00:32:00.000+08:00

Went geylang with SuperBoy&GF,(MiraGems) with her BF.

The rest couldnt tag along but ohh well,next time maybe.

So Fun!

Haha.They made my day.

I ate,ALOT.And somehow,superboy have to buy me two drinks.

Sorry darling.*PEACE*

It was a hot,timid weather indeed & gosh,people are like somehow pushing me around.

Grrrrrrrrrrrr.

No eyes people.Hmmmpf.

Anyway,bumped into Faren&kak niki&Farsha.

Miss them.

Haha.

Yeah,dendeng was the last food i had while walking to meet superboy classmates.

And off home.

Missing dearest right now.

Grrrrrrrrrr.

Macam nk gigit kau sekarang lahh.

Fierce ni.

Wooohoooo.

Ohh please,i miss my girls.

Lets buke together shall we?

Okay.

till then.Goodnight.

SuperBoy&SuperGirl.=)

Mira getting more Fatter okay?

i will not lie.

2009-09-12T03:24:00.001+08:00

Maybe its just too complicated.We'll give it a rest.
Maybe when things dont get in the way,we'll work things out.
Thanks for your supportive support babyboy.
Your my bestest.
And yes,i love you boy.
I do miss you.
Take care beloved one.
If there's fate,there's a will.

Love,your babygirl.

Life's Great.

2009-09-12T02:22:00.000+08:00

So,hows my people?Im missing dearest and my bestfriends'.Not forgetting my girls.And LOVED.Ohh please.Loved is not end yet okay.
To Jaggi,you got it all wrong my dear.Here some explanations will you and also,in my birthday week,i didnt meet up with my 92 darling alright.i was stuck with soccer and also family.Why not we meet up and share whats going on okay?I love you,LOVED.

And yes,090909 is a superduper special day to me.Ask me.And i'll tell.haha.
And yes,today i bumped into IKKA CANTIK.haha.i miss her hell loads.And its been a while since we met anyway.haha.Plan was cancel to Johor.Therefore,i went shisha with dearest and mia&wani.Took picture with Hanis.Lola.A freind of dearest&therefore,we took pictures like there was chemistry.Gosh.Someone was jealous.haha.It was nice at the beggining and ended up i vomit my dinner out.Gosh.hmmmm.
I had fun today.Woohoo.

Thanks mia&wani&Dearest.Okay,this would be the recent pictures that i wanted to upload.Take care people,Goodnights.

feeling2.

Wooooohoooo.

Pretty head.=)

Hanis Lola.=)

Wani.Mimi.=)

Minah cantik.Haha.

Its real.

2009-09-08T00:46:00.000+08:00

Its been a while since i update.And yeah,unexpected things happen.
But Im leading my life by all means its gone or not.
I just dont understand what he really wants.
And now,i just want my life my way.
Things were complicated by as i say,i'll cope with it though.

Soccer had been the best thing to release my anger.
And yes,Im missing my DarlingGFs.
Coming thurs,i would be meeting BABYGs to hang out at MiraB house.Spending precious Quality time.And meeting Trackbabes on Sat for geylang outing !
haha.

I almost being thrown out of school coz i've not been attending school.
Lazy-ness is conquering me.
But now,must attend school coz i dnwan waste half of my year in ite.

Ermmmmm,what else?
Haha.
I've tons of picture to upload but i'll give myself a rest to the upload pics first.
Honeylove is putting a smile on my face everytime i meet her.
Haha.Your super funny lahhh.
I miss playing soccer with college west Friends.
Met them a while at geylang on Sunday,6sept.
Kiter go out together,well plan with me along okay?
Haha.
And im missing my LOVED people.

And yeah,to you.
Its just not working out.
Therefore,it was my decision and never would i regret.Like i say,actions speaks louder.
And,i could just laugh with the way you trying to prove to me in a way that you think you can get me into your arms back where you wanted me to be.I apologise but i no longer want to be in that hurtful arms of yours.I'll lead my life.And thank you for your concern to still care of my whereabouts.
I dont care wheather its 4years plus or not.All i want is Happiness.Lively relationship.Where i need you,you'll be there but boy,Gosh,where were you?

I'll shut for now.
Okay,im going through hardtime but thanks to Honeylove.Shes there for me.
Thank you.=)

Till then.Smile people.

Random post&countdown of my birthday.wide smile

2009-08-25T21:13:00.000+08:00

Blogger is giving problems again.
But as long as i get to post something up here.
Sorry for a-long-time-no-UPDATE.
Anyways,life's good.
Its the fasting month.
And yes,i've been missing my girls lately.

This thur,27th 08 09,im stuck up with a friendly match agaisnt NYP at NYP at 730pm.
Gosh,it falls on my birthday and how am i supposing to celebrate with my loved ones?
Gosh.Soccer is killing my special day somehow.

And yes,on wed,26th 08 09.
I would be having soccer pit at pasir ris.
Yeap.
And,some seniors of mine remind me to bring extra clothes for something.
And they sure have something up their sleeves alright.
Grrrrrrrrr.
Haha.

Anyway,match agaisnt Arion 'B on last sun,we won(2-1) and thanks to Nani for her nice/superb freekicks.Good job.
*smile.

What else.
i miss Babyboy.He is extra Hot in school today.Woohoo=)
Im missing Honeylove as she is in JOHOR right now.Boohoo.=(

Blogger is giving me shits as i cant upload pictures.
Grrrrrrr.
Irritating.
Thanks to blogger.

What's up with me tonight?

2009-08-18T23:34:00.000+08:00

Im feeling super frustrated right now.
Like so suddenly.
Gosh.
God sis is being so irritating by emo-ing there and here.
Grrr.Just because of soccer?
And its so not my fault cause im having soccer training tomorrow.
Haiyoh.

Basically,meet darling today cause she MUST give me a massage as it was because of her,my leg is swollen now.
Followed Dya to old woodlands checkpoint as she wants to pierce her eyebrow.(MINAHREP) Haha.Joking.
Zan&Darling tag along.
When we were done with the piercing,we went to the coffee shop and i had my meal.

While waiting for the food to arrived,i said "Okay,i'll start singing now"
And these MONKEYS reaction was,
DYA: Wait argh.*As she takes out her earpiece.
ZAN: Ohh.*As he pluck in his earpiece.
DARLING: Now?Hold on.*Putting her phone to her ear.
So,to me it was like.Hmmmm.Who am i?
No one wants to listen to me.
Haiyoh.
MONKEYS them.
*gigles*

Proceed to my house with darling.For massage.
Then we met Jaggi.Lepak-ing.
Then went home.

Yeap.
thats all.
Goodnight Readers.

Had a great time.

2009-08-18T00:25:00.000+08:00

So met up Kuku Bulat binte Fingernails.
Tons of pictures were captured.

Super happy.
Yeap.
First thought of watch HANGOVER movie at cineleisure but we miss

the time which was 7.45pm due to SOMEONE'S lateness.

But i wasnt angry because we still have time to pospone it for another day.

So this dearest darling here,thought of bringing me to a 'COFFEE SHOP"

which we have to walk all the way back up till TANGS.
And,she get the place wrongly by mistake cause i guess its been a while since she's been to town that she didnt realise that the 'COFFEE SHOP' had been close down for some purpose.Hmmp.
Thanks for the long walk ehhhhh.

First plan ruined BUT,this darling o f mine decide to proceed to Plaza Singapura.
So,we took the bus there from TANGS to PS.

Cause i aint gonna walk that far like seriously.
No-No.

Reached Plaza Singapura;

Me: Where are we having our dinner?

Darling: Ermmm,KFC?

*while pulling me and walking towards the escalator which is going UP instead of down*

Me: But i thought KFC is like DOWNSTAIRS?
Darling: No,its upstairs.Renovate alrdy lahhhh.

Me: No,where got? Hmmmp.When was the lastime you've been to PS?

Its been a month or twice since i've step into PS.

Darling: Ohhh,I've been here recently so im the lastest person whose been to PS,okay?

Me: Ohk. Singapore is really wasting money by renovating that and this. Hmmmpf.

After reaching "KFC".

I was like thinking,im not blind.

Its SWENSENS not KFC.

And yes,i did gave several compliments before going in to SWENSENS.

Thanks for the suprise of KFC darling.

haha.Kuku you.
The meals was FABULOS!

Woohoo.

Then camwhore and went to yishun to meet my dearest kakak!

Woohoo,Kakak cantik.
haha. I Love her.

Sooo much.

And she LOVE me more than SOMEONE.

Haha.Dont get jealous darling.

I had a great time.

Thank you for brightening up my day Darling KUKU.

PS:/ YannaDearest,look at what im wearing.

Haha.=)

*miss*BabyGs.TrackBabes.Babyboy.*miss*

"Am i gonna fall?"*While taking a look behind.

Gosh.Im FUCKED up.

2009-08-14T22:25:00.000+08:00

Since freaking bitch(my sister) is leaving with me under one roof,everything in this house changes.
And yes,i hate her to the core.
She the pain in my neck.
I swear i'll kick her in her face once she delivered her unborn child.
I've been tolerating her nonsense since she move into my parents place.
Gosh,one more time she lay her hands on me,i'll give no damn whether shes pregnant or not.
Asshole.
Like as if her smacking hurts?Oh gosh,whereas throwing the soccer ball at me and i even can head back the ball right in your hands?
How pathetic weako you can be.
And saying i steal her cigg?You beloved husband and brother took your sticks several times infront of me without you realising ass.
Your not only a weako but a blind person-and stupid.
Gosh,i have the money to even buy a carton asshole.
Get lost-Thats all i want.
And never would i call you 'kakak' again.
Asshole.Im done saying.

ItsAllAboutIKIIN.

I swear, it's just you now

Rusty

Siti Norlela.

My love life.

Entertaining a BOY, again.

THIS IS RUDE.

My nights.

Shane&Carmen

This is for you, Asshole.

FLAWLESS.

A laughing stalk?

Whats going on lately?

i swear.

I could never get it.

Poor baby.

The smell of happiness.

I know i SUCK !

Just Lame.

LoveDrunk.

Im Dark, so what.

I HATE IT !

Angry Post.

Cross Fingers.

Happy 3rd monthsary, B.

Girlfriend is 20 years old!

She owns me.

You dont stand a chance.

Girlfriend.

Hopes.

Two Month Anniversary.

Lil Dissapointed.

Photo of the DAY !

Photos of the day.

Random.

Thanks Yuyun.

Girlfriend's crib.

Happy 9th !

Bored.

Drunk day.

ATTENTION !

Muhammad Shahrul.

Girlfriend,thanks for being there.

I think its the nicest one for now.

Its because of you.

Bad Day Today.

Updates.

BABY SCORE !

Hopefully.

Still here?

Schools up.

Randomly,i miss you.

2010. A new beginning.

Beggining of a new future.

YOU,just you.

I tried but . .

So sensitive.

And i miss being myself.

You better dont ditch me.

I miss my girls please.

It nudge me.

Gosh,im dead in blog now.

For your freaking infomation.

To whom it may concern.

After 4 years of waiting for this very day.

Random.

Spectrum with MYGIRLS.

Selamat Hari Raya.

Something's up!

Random post.

Geylang trip today.

i will not lie.

Life's Great.

Its real.

Random post&countdown of my birthday.*wide smile*

What's up with me tonight?

Had a great time.

Gosh.Im FUCKED up.

Random post&countdown of my birthday.wide smile